The onus will always be inside me

2012-01-19T21:24:00.001+08:00

This lonely feeling. Accompanied by this fear inside. What is this..?

2012-01-09T18:28:00.000+08:00

I have lost. Terribly, miserably and truthfully. Because when I compare everything, I found out how unfair I feel and nothing can ever cover up this and make me feel better. I can only blame myself for being stupid. Really really really stupid.

Im just a loser.

2011-12-28T21:59:00.002+08:00

This is life. People grow, people learn, people change, just to adapt to their environment. There can be good and bad changes. There can be unsuccessful and successful changes. Sometimes I just get so tired trying so hard to change so much, and end up just hating the person I have become. But yet there are times when I am just grateful I have changed, so that I dont get hurt, so that I get what I want. I dont know, I really dont know what I want. I dont seem to be a friend to anyone. Its tiring, I tried so many things, just to be happier, but sometimes, the more I try, the more hurt I get. Friends, crushes, family, ambitions, myself. I cant seem to find a goal in any of them.

2011-12-23T23:02:00.002+08:00

EMRS Team 2 FTW! Didnt expect us to win this competition tbh. But I was really happy when the teacher said that our team was different from the rest, when the teacher said that our team were very bonded. I felt.. like as though I finally achieve something after so long. Its been quite some time since I have been this happy before. I mean seriously happy. Even though I cant have fun with the guys from the other teams, even though I have been quite lonely the past week. I know I still have my team to count on. I know I still have Asri to count on. I know I still have friends from other teams to count on. At least Im thankful, Im thankful that I learnt to not depend on ppl and be strong myself. She finally talked to me a few days ago. I dont know why but I dont seem that eager to talk to her like before anymore. I guess the feelings have finally started to fade. But I need more time.. Just abit more.. I know that she likes that guy alot. I have to give her all my blessings. Anyway I just hope things really get better and better as the days go by. Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year everyone.

My wish for next year is just to be able to be happy and do what I really want to do.

2011-12-20T23:07:00.003+08:00

Why is it that the more im trying to depend on myself and be stronger, the more everyone wants to put me down.. I just want to be happy now, but the more im trying, the more sad I feel.. Maybe a loser will forever stay as a loser, no matter how hard you try..

Im really lonely now.

2011-12-17T14:52:00.002+08:00

It doesnt matter anymore. It doesnt matter how fked up I feel, or how unfair things are. I have lost my best friend, and its my fault.. I just know it. Im just a complete loser. Ever since IPP, whatever I do just dont go well. The more I try to be a more sociable person, the more problems occur... Now im not happy at all. To be honest I feel like just committing suicide. Lol I know its stupid, but, I feel so worthless now... I havent been talking her for 2 weeks alr since the last time she said she cant go out with me. I feel that she dont even care if I talk to her, it really hurts when a person you like makes you feel like shit. Im just a born loser... I know, I shouldnt be so negative, but, im tired of trying to be positive alr... it hurts just as much when I lost my best friend. Now no one is there to give me advice, no one is there to make things more fun for me.. no one is there to gym and hang out with me. I depended on my best friend so much for everything, that it feels as though I have lost a part of me when he isnt talking to me anymore. It feels as painful as having a brother who just died in front of u. And my team in EMRS isnt fun at all, I cant find any new friends who can make me forget about so many unhappy things. Other than asri.. Im really grateful to this friend, but I cant expect this friend to always be there for me as well.. My last semester of poly life just sucks.. And I just wish for this to end. Im just a person who doesnt know how to show my appreciation other than doing things for ppl in the dark.

I really like her alot, and until now, im still trying hard to forget about her, but with all these things thats going on around me, I guess I will have to be emo for sometime before I start to really heal..

2011-09-13T18:33:00.002+08:00

-.- sian. I don't want to say so much... But 3/5 for my 1st week is really a turn-off for me man. Maybe I didn't do enough, or perhaps it was overseen, but this is definitely not the grade I want by the end of this 3 months internship. I'm definitely gonna do something about this. I'm treating this as a milestone towards my 4/5 or 5/5 man!

Anyway I finally got a desk of my own where I can work properly, but it's still not confirmed if I can really have it yet. Hopefully I'll be able to stay at this desk as it really motivated me to do lots of work. Today was a busy day and it was quite fun haha. Hopefully it will get better as the days go on.

2011-09-10T14:54:00.000+08:00

Its been so long since i last blog. I just want to find somewhere to vent out things that are bottled inside of me that i just cant find anybody to vent out to.

I have just started my internship. Its a long 3 months that i have to tolerate being in the working life. So far, tbh, everything is still going alright if you just judge it externally. My colleagues are friendly and helpful, my bosses are lenient and flexible, and my workload is light and easy. But deep down inside, i know its not alright. This job is not going to reflect well in my resume. It does not hold any significance or importance that can show that companies who hire me in future can benefit. And my colleagues are so on and off. They can be so friendly to you and talk to you in a moment and then in the next moment, we are like strangers.

I feel inferior as compared to the other interns. I dont even have my own desk and computer yet. Yes i know, im demanding and over-confident, and i know that i shouldnt want to fly even before i learn to walk, but its just the uncontrollable feeling inside of me, this feeling of not being in any sense important lol.

And then, I feel like im getting more and more alienated from my friends. It just seem as though I cant differentiate work and play anymore. I dont even know when to mature and when to relax. And I dont even feel comfortable telling any of my friends about all these because I know they wouldnt understand. I know im not a good friend either. I dont even know if the best friend of mine is still even my best friend anot man, its like I dont even know much about him anymore and it seems difficult to talk to him like how we do in the past, its as though theres no more best friend or fun element already.

The last thing is my love life. Yes, its the thing that is making me so fucked up about. And its the thing that i actually was spending the whole night yesterday thinking about. I just feel so fucked up whenever i think about this. I admit, i have no looks, no humour, no sensitivity, no money, as well as no security to give. But im trying hard. Im not like my best friend or my close friends or even my closest cousin... I have nothing to give, and it just sucks when you are always reminded of this when you are already trying hard to give yourself confidence.

It really feels alot better after i have vented out, maybe I should just alienate myself for the time being until im ready for everything again. Sigh.

2011-02-19T01:15:00.003+08:00

This week, well, it rocks cause its holidays, so i can do wadever i want. But it sucks too, cause i barely went anywhere. Because im trying to save money and Im broke. Not excluding the fact that today, for example, sitting on my bed the whole day, just mashing through the buttons on my ps2 controller to get as far as possible in FF 12. Wow. How shitty can my holiday get. I have only studied 1 chapter of SENGP and Mgmt in 5 days. Haha cool huh. This is my life. My shitty life. I wonder at times, someone of my caliber, someone of my mentality, how to survive in this neverending stream of bloodless war. Yes, war with reality. This whole week just got me thinking, whats life to me? Whats my purpose man.. lolol

2011-01-24T23:58:00.001+08:00

No one understands the predicament im in. Can someone just save me from this hell. I have no idea, just.. wad to do. I feel like exploding... wads wrong with me =(.

2010-12-10T19:19:00.002+08:00

Today was a short but long day, there was only a 2 hour lesson 2day but i reached home at 6pm. Was just using my laptop and slacking during the lesson, didnt do much. Oh that angkong, nb he go use my facebook, posted some shit, tat noob. Haha andy was being bullied, he kana target board i think, But i wasnt any better-off either -.-. "huh" was obviously the new trend in our class now. After that all of us went to koufu to eat, except michelle, agnes, evan, hs and andy. Zz wasnt able to finish the chicken rice at 1st, but lol TH kept telling me to eat, in the end i finished, (Y) strong motivator lol. After that we went to lvl 4 lab to do our projects, farhan's group joined us too. Was really very sian, why must doing projects be always so sian -.-. In the end still managed to finish most of the ITIPJ project. Then halfway went with the girls and stuart and farhan to buy some stuff to eat. Spent 3 bucks on 2 hotdogs and 3 fishballs, wao. After that parted with all of them then went to koufu, apparently TH wanted to eat before going to gym. Farhan was being exceptionally irritating 2day, but well, i think he brought me and TH some gd laughter haha. Gymmed all the way until about 5+ then after that went back home. Reached home at 6, to find An De at my void deck, haha he put his phone at my house, so he came to take. Woots next week gt 2 presentations and 1 test, sian.

I was asked today, jus now, why do i dislike Martin. Lol i wanted to say, but i knew that i would get scolded again if i said it. Oh well.

2010-12-08T16:55:00.002+08:00

What a lifeless day, lol. Sometimes i wonder, do i actually take things for granted? The class was so boring, so empty. I then started thinking, " man, if only asri or stuart or TH were here. " But then, when they are around, I would be thinking that " Why always me? Why i dun fit into the clique etc etc.. " How ironic huh. Went around with angkong aft the lesson. Went to L block to print his mc, then go smoke, then wait for his friend until 1. After that, I went to find agnes hs and andy to eat. And then i went to lab slack awhile with the girls. After that i went home to slp. Jus woke up, now i just feel so empty, like as though, school isnt that fun anymore. I need to know where I belong, but i really haven found it yet.

2010-12-07T19:29:00.002+08:00

Its better to stay away from people that doesnt like talking to you, u wouldnt feel like a joke or a substitute this way, even if that is one of yr closest friends. <-- Life lesson.

2010-08-04T19:35:00.002+08:00

Wow we have over 2months of holidays this time, sounds long, but too short to me LOL.
How i wish i could go overseas during this holiday, haha anyway should i work? Or should i have fun during this holidays? I think i should work, but i feel like having fun. Lol decisions decisions hmmm... lol anyway no matter wad i wan to make full use of this holiday!

2010-08-03T21:43:00.002+08:00

Finally the project module is finished! Though alot of errors, but really if can finish whole thing i oredi happy liao. Haha anyway our grp was very funny lol. Yea the feeling of finishing project module is like flying to heaven. But yea still gt roleplay. But after roleplay WOOO CAN FINALLY HAVE ALL THE TIME I NEED FOR MYSELF. WORK, WORKOUT, BECOME TANNER, FIND A HOBBY, PLAY NEW GAME, TRAIN OLD GAMES, EVERYTHING THAT I CAN DO... AISEH this is gonna rock. Yohohohohohohohoho~!

BUT NOW, DO THE SCRIPT 1ST -.-. Gt inspiration oredi haha,

Boss: O'really?
Staff: Yea really desuneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhh
Lol tard -.-.

2010-08-02T01:22:00.001+08:00

Just took this personality quiz jus now, super bored sia. Quite accurate lo haha.

Neuroticism
You feel tense, jittery, and nervous and often feel like something dangerous is about to happen. You may be afraid of specific situations or be just generally fearful. You feel enraged when things do not go your way. You are sensitive about being treated fairly and feel resentful and bitter if you think you are being cheated. Mostly your emotions are on an even keel and you do not get depressed easily. You are sensitive about what others think of you. Your concern about rejection and ridicule cause you to feel shy and uncomfortable around others. You are easily embarrassed and often feel ashamed. Your fears that others will criticize or make fun of you are exaggerated and unrealistic, but your awkwardness and discomfort may make these fears a self-fulfilling prophecy. You feel strong cravings and urges that you have difficulty resisting. You tend to prefer short-term pleasures and rewards over long-term consequences. You experience panic, confusion, and helplessness when under pressure or stress.

Extraversion
You generally make friends easily enough although you mostly don't go out of your way to demonstrate positive feelings toward others. You like crowds but sometimes feel overwhelmed by them. Sometimes you feel like you need some privacy and time for yourself. You tend not to talk much and prefer to let others control the activities of groups. You lead a moderately paced life. You like some energetic activities, but also like to relax and take it easy. You enjoy some excitment and risk taking in your life. You have a generally cheerful disposition.

Openness to Experience
You are a moderately imaginative person who enjoys a good balance between the real world and fantasy. You are not interested in the arts and do not display aesthetic sensitivity. Generally you are not considered to be an emotional person, however you are aware of and in touch with your emotions. You prefer familiar routines and for things to stay the same. You can tend to feel uncomfortable with change. You prefer dealing with either people or things rather than ideas. You regard intellectual exercises as a waste of your time. You prefer the security and stability brought by conformity to tradition.

Agreeableness
You naturally assume that most people are fair, honest, and have good intentions. There are times when you believe that a certain amount of deception in social relationships is necessary, however you are mostly candid, frank and sincere. People find it moderately easy to relate to you. You will help others if they are in need. If people ask for too much of your time you feel that they are imposing on you. You do not enjoy confrontation, but you will stand up for yourself or push your point if you feel it is important. You are willing to take credit for good things that you do but you don't often talk yourself up much. You are tenderhearted and compassionate, feeling the pain of others vicariously and are easily moved to pity.

Conscientiousness
Often you do not feel effective, and may have a sense that you are not in control of your life. You are a reasonably organized person and like to have a certain amount of routine in your life. You find contracts, rules, and regulations overly confining and are sometimes seen as unreliable or even irresponsible by others. You are content to get by with a minimal amount of work, and might be seen by others as lazy. You find yourself procrastinating and show poor follow-through on tasks. Often you fail to complete tasks - even tasks that you want very much to complete. You often say or do the first thing that comes to mind without deliberating alternatives and the probable consequences of those alternatives.

2010-07-31T17:03:00.002+08:00

Sian still gt one more week to go before i can really start relaxing... So many things to do now... i feel so stressed -.-. Where are all my friends... I dun want to do my project already... i wanna go out! So stressed and bored zzz, n my laptop kana virus... dled the anti-virus oredi, but no use sia wtf. I think imma go out with my parents buy some clothes and unwind abit... staying at home the whole day is so fking breath-taking lol.

2010-07-31T12:24:00.000+08:00

its depressing that even an acquaintance cares more than u.

2010-07-24T23:24:00.001+08:00

Lol, i jus bought an iPhone... AN IPHONE -.-. So ex, 400+ bucks lol. Cant believe i bought an iPhone man... anyway its quite cool, but still not used to it, prefer htc lol.

2010-07-23T23:47:00.008+08:00

One Piece Rocks! Suddenly I become so obsessed with One Piece haha. Cant wait for the next episode, WhiteBeard pirates are finally coming, next episode onwards gonna be epic. Imma feel like buying one piece stuff now. 2moro gonna go take a look at handphones, wondering whether or not to buy new phone, since my htc giving me problems... dun think im buying anyway. I wan to buy the following figurines *_*
WhiteBeard

Boa Hancock

Jinbei

Just gotta wait, and save, and wait again haha. I find myself so greedy now -.-, like everything also wan lol...
ONE PIECE \m/(^_^)\m/

2010-07-21T20:00:00.000+08:00

Mum fetched me to sch as usual this morning at 8, wa when i reach class only hs n tcher inside siol, waited until 8.10 then gt more ppl come in. Lesson was boring, woo then gt roleplay!!! Haha the only ica that i have been looking forward to lol! Yea finally tcher let us own grp sia, so gd haha, so grp with TH. Then aft all the lessons at about 1.15 we headed off to Singapore dicovery centre. Zzz boring sia, been there b4 oredi. Then aft that at about 4+ me asri and the girls went back ourselves while the rest go back by school bus. So we took bus to jurong point, then kianru n wendy went back 1st. So the remaining 7 of us went to eat at banquet, wa i ordered this 5 bucks spicy seafood soup with rice, dam nice haha. Aft that walk walk around then at about 6pm i had to leave 1st bcoz i meeting the seller at jurong east station to buy my figurine!! Haha so parted with them liao then went to jurong station, buy the figurine liao then jitao go home le, reached home at about 7.15pm. Woo the figurine dam nice, dam cool, its BARTHOLOMEW KUMA! Haha wtf im sounding like a nerd now, lol k bye.

2010-07-19T21:39:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASRI!! Haha met up with asri this morning b4 going for BE lesson at 10. Actually aft sch at 4pm wanted to go out with asri treat him bcoz his birthday, then in the end almost whole class go haha. So aft BE lesson we found out that the 12pm lesson cancelled then we all decided not to go for the 2pm lesson then go city hall eat. So a total of 11 of us went, including asri TH me stuart lauren hs kianru kaying shuqi wendy and peirong. Lol we dam noisy leh, i think the whole station n train totally dominated by our noises oredi. So aft walking awhile we decided to eat at manhattan fish market. Most of us ordered fish and chips, quite nice uh, but the fish made my stomach very bloated, so didnt eat much. Actually is only me n TH treating asri, but then in the end whole class share haha, this is wad i call class spirit! Lol aft that went walk walk around, then lauren n stuart had to go oredi so parted with them, then the remaining 9 of us decided to sing K. Lol ytd sing liao 2day sing again, throat cfm cui one haha. So sang frm about 3 to 6. Aiseh wendy know how to sing korean songs siol, hs is again the best singer with his epic voice, kaying n peirong didnt really sing... asri dam sian lor haha mainly all we sing is chinese songs, kianru was again being random but her voice n shuqi voice quite nice. Got used to TH singing oredi n myself? haha sama sama. Then at about 5.30 like that most of us went back except for kianru TH n hs who continued singing till 6 i guess. Then reached home liao wait awhile bfore mum came back then we went to ah ma house to cut cake for my dad's birthday, woo swensens ice cream cake, (Y) haha. Went home at about 9.

ONCE AGAIN HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASRI AND MY DAD.
imma cfm buy that bartholomew kuma figurine!

2010-07-18T23:50:00.003+08:00

Woo i think i have got a sexy low voice now haha, my throat hurts lol. Went to K-Box at kallang leisure park to celebrate my dad's birthday at about 5+. A total of 9 of us went there. And ware do i 1st go whenever i go kallang leisure park? OF COURSE THE ANIME SHOP AT LV 2 LA. WTF been quite some time since i been there oredi, omfg guess wad figurine i saw... BARTHOLOMEW KUMA POP DX!!! Wtf super tall leh, cbbbb i wan buy sia, but 192 bucks, fking ex. They also gt the mugiwara pirate flags, and aokiji figurine also there, walan, i seriously oredi got the urge to buy down all the one piece stuff that is there, once i become billionare, i sure buy one! "I WANNA BE A BILLIONARE, SOOOO FRICKING BAD~~~" Wew then aft that sang k until 10. We had the buffet there, the food nice siol, haha. Sang alot of songs lol, dam cork lor we all haha, had alot of fun. Actually halfway while singing k-box i oredi wanted to buy the 192 bucks figurine liao, my posb card gt money can use to buy, but too bad, when i went down to buy at 9+, it oredi close liao, fk ittttttt. Reached home at about 11. Wew now jialat liao, must do project... if not 2moro's grading, cfm low marks one.

ONE PIECE
ONE PIECE
ONE PIECE
FTW!!!!!

2010-07-18T16:06:00.003+08:00

A very happy birthday to my dad. Went to boon lay to do project ytd. Met up with TH 1st at admiralty b4 going. Lol he was complaining all the way about how long the journey is, how tiring it is, lol weak chicken haha. Then reached there about 2.30. Met up with cheyris n ah sao at the library there. Couldnt find a place uh, so end up doing our project on the floor. Cool, cheyris n ah sao still gt buy tidbits to share siol, judging frm the size of ah sao, can understand lol. I felt that i didnt do much, but at least still gt progress. Then halfway cheyris found a place gt plug so we switched place. Then me n TH went to eat 1st at about 5+ since we were hungry. Ate at burger king. The queue was dam slow and long lol. Aft that continued with project all the way until 9pm, just nice the library close. Then followed ah sao go buy her dinner. Aft that TH n me decided to continue doing project at my house, parted with cheyris n ah sao. Reached my house at about 10+. Showered then tonned the whole night to do project. Cool my parents went to buy nasi lemak for us haha, still gt "tao hui" and "xian cao", eat until very full lol. Then at about 5+ we played guitar hero for awhile until about 6+ then accompanied TH to station b4 goin back, and yea slept all the way until now haha. Later going K-box siol, dunno gt the energy to sing anot, n my project still not finish, 2moro must show liao, jus fk it.

2010-07-13T21:17:00.002+08:00

2day lesson like no lesson so i decided not to go to sch 2day, stay at home, then TH asri n hs came my house at about 1+. Went to eat at the foodcourt 1st, cool i ordered this 6 bucks preserved veg duck with rice, quite nice uh, but the sauce abit too saltish. asri's malay food free one siol, coz his brother's fren there sia, give him eat free, cool. TH bought chicken rice as usual, so weird uh he like to eat his own species so much HAHA, peace. Then hs bought chicken cutlet rice or smth, like nice sia haha. Then aft eat oredi went my house. Haha hs n asri scared of dogs like wtf? i bring the dog to my room only they screamed like pussies LOL. Then asri brought one more guitar sia! Yea! Can play vs liao haha asri (Y). Then jus kept playing n playing lor... zzz yea in the end i lost alot of games, guess im the "ultimate loser" but i dun care -.-. Aft that asri n hs went home at about 6+, then me n TH went to eat mac. Aft eat oredi we went to yishun for awhile since i wanted to buy present for my dad. Lol couldnt really decide wad to buy for my dad, but in the end decided to buy a pen for my dad. So i bought this 100+ dollars parker pen for my dad... cool im broke haha, wa but TH helped me pay some sia, WALAO BEST BUDD INDEED YO, THNK YOU BEST BUDD! Haha aft that then wait for them to wrap finish, which was seriously very long, i think they let some fking beginner wrap or wad sia -.-. Then reached home at about 9pm.

2010-07-12T21:00:00.002+08:00

Went to class at 10.30 2day... lol so late, but attendance still taken. Aft lesson went to biz block to eat. Boring sia, asri nv come... at least still got TH leh, if not i sure super emo haha. Aft that actually wanted to go home... but oh well jus go for lesson since i lazy to go home lol. asri stuart n lauren came during the lesson. Lol our tcher didnt come... so it was like free period, but it was dam restless and boring. Then TH wanted to do his part for our project so went to a lab nearby. Wew there was this lady sitting beside TH, woah shes sooo man lor haha, really buay tahan leh so we changed seats, then in the end decided to change lab. Then we went to lv 4 lab do lor. Aft that went to cheers with TH kianru n shuqi. Then went back for 2pm lesson to take attendance, aft that went to eat at koufu with TH and hs. Cool alright, i admit, i felt kinda bad aft saying TH poor guy n all that stuff, so yea sorry best budd member member. Aft eat oredi went back then slacked until about 4pm... actually i tired liao dun wan watch movie oredi... but then since cerys they all say wan to watch then ok lor, so went to amk hub. Bought the 1st row tickets lol, 6 tickets jus nice haha. Then aft that TH and stuart not watching so aft parting with them liao we went to buy some food then go cinema lor. So the 6 of us, asri me hs kianru cerys and peirong watched the show. Despicable Me was great haha, seriously fking funny. "maka maka?" "papoi!"(thnk you asri for correcting me) "muack muack" haha this one was the best, me n asri were laughing like shiatz haha. Then reached home at about 7.

2010-07-10T23:01:00.002+08:00

Haha great day 2day man, met up with TH at braddell at 3pm b4 going to orchard. Initial plan was to take shuttle bus to Great World City from bus-stop outside Tangs. But could not find the shuttle bus sign. -.- Then in the end went into tangs walk awhile while TH call his frens to ask. Then we went to far east plaza to take bus number 5 to great world city. Then aft that reach liao went to "true fitness" gym in great world city, bcoz we had the trial pass so we decided to go there gym. Wa the facilities were great man, so spacious, and less ppl somemore, the toilet was the best, high-class sia the whole place haha. So the sales-person in-charged of us took us around the place, and explained to us about the place n stuff. Then aft that gymmed to about 6+. Showered there, wa the water there dam cold, but dam refreshing la, still gt shampoo and towel supplied for us, haha even the dig ear one also have! Then we also checked out weight,height and body fats there, haha im shorter than TH... BY 0.3CM WTF! Haha but we same weight oredi siol 56kg, but body fats i still higher, 18%, he 17% only haha. Then aft that the sales person explained to us the gym stuff again, wa i brewed coffee siol. Quite reasonable uh the price, cheapest is 59 bucks per month but must pay for 3 years... we still gt 1 wk free trial anyway haha! Wa dam shiok la the place, OH YA STILL GT STEAM ROOM SOMEMORE LEH, suntec city one the biggest, suntec one still gt swimming pool and sauna wtfffff. Then aft that we walked around great world city and ate burger king. Actually aft that TH wanted to bring me to liang court at river valley there one, i heard frm him that there alot of toys all made in japan one! Walan of course must check it out yo! But walk half way we gt lost then decided aiya nvm lor... then somemore we found the shuttle bus so we took the shuttle bus back to orchard. Lol the place we alighted at orchard was exactly the place where we could not find the shuttle bus in the afternoon -.-. Aft that we went to taka look for TH's mum. Then aft that walk awhile more, wanted to buy my school bag one... but still cnnt find suitable one so nvm lor another day then buy. Then reached home at about 11.

2010-07-09T19:04:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i wonder if its right to treat ppl nice, n y m i always the one who gets insulted, is being nice a sin? It seems so to me haha... cut the crap, lol gt back interim results 2day, did so-so only, 2As 3 Bs 1 C, hopefully end of this sem no C uh. Lol n hope that my friends can also do well. Happy belated birthday to my dog GIGI haha, wa gigi 2 year old liao siol, haha bought snacks for him 2day while walking around novena, TH bought gigi a dog collar siol, haha thnk you ah best budd. So cool lor haha gigi was dam happy when i put the collar on for him n fed him the snacks. N fk it -.- my face is officially invaded by acne, the worst thing is they are winning, i guess its time to get reinforcements to fk these pussies to where they belong, "ACNE HELL".

2010-07-08T20:58:00.002+08:00

Tired 2day, slept at 5 last night, but but but, haha SPAIN WON! Wa dam happy when i watching them own germany, finally germany's down haha no off but im dam happy... 5 dollars ah asri haha. Late for the 1st lesson at 10. But heng attendance was still counted. Then aft lesson liao went to amk eat popeye... whole class took bus there. But then at the popeye there then split liao. Then our clique decided not to eat popeye so went to hawker centre eat. Aft eat edi then we went to sports link walk walk. Then aft that at about 1+ we had to go back to sch for lecture, but we splited, TH me stuart and asri took mrt, n farhan lauren n hs took bus. Zzz bastard sia TH n asri, keep disturbing me n stuart about cerys. Still war here war there, u think wad, world war 3 isit -.-. Then aft that while walking on the way to sch... lol i wanted to jus splash abit of water at TH only, but haha, kana until alot =X. Then die lor, during the lecture kip bully me -.-. I actually was trying to limit myself not to disturb anyone 2day one siol, but in the end also cnnt resist the temptation, esp when kianru the rocker was sitting behind me, haha the only thing that came to my mind is BREADTALK BREADTALK BREADTALK lol. Then aft that went to south canteen slack awhile b4 going for dbms practical at 4. Finished practical at 6, then went to eat with TH n farhan. Reached home at about 7+.

2010-07-07T18:25:00.004+08:00

Reached sch at 10. Tap card edi then went to eat mac with kaying n lauren. Aft that came back for lecture until 11. Then decided to go amk hub to eat since we thought that China lecture cancelled. So asri me lauren py hs and farhan went to amk hub to eat. They went to song & song to try some clothes 1st since asri wanted to buy tights. Then TH came. So went to long john silver to eat aft that. Tok cork awhile then parted with lauren n py since they skipping lecture. Then the rest of us jus walked back to sch for NE lecture. Dam fked up 2day, weather was fking hot, n TH they all keep disturbing me, i know that i cant emo, so i walked with hs to sch, to avoid being emo lol. Then went for NE lecture. Aft NE lecture went to gym with TH n farhan. Tired lol, didnt wan to gym, but since i brought the stuff oredi, jus gym lo. Aft gym went to cheers buy drinks then went to koufu eat. Talk cork awhile then went home at about 4+. Serious bastards man they all 2day, esp TH, i nv disturb him he kip insulting me... dam ass leh -.-.

2010-07-06T22:09:00.001+08:00

Woke up at 11+ 2day, kept dreaming and dreaming, so many different dreams lol. Then went to ah ma house to eat b4 going to admiralty. Smsed TH n he said they still at khatib only, so i decided to go cut hair 1st while waiting for them. Then when they reach liao he called me then i told them go eat 1st since i still cutting hair. Aft cut finish went to foodcourt find them. Lol kianru eat her food eat like abit only then dun wan oredi haha, waste siollll. As usual TH made fun of my new haircut -.- thnks bro. Then aft that the 3 of us went to my house at about 2+. Dam funny when we reached my house. KIANRU SCARED OF DOGS! Haha so we kip disturbing her by bringing my dog close to her, in the end we helped her to get rid of her dogphobia. Then aft that played wii all the way until 6+. Gd sia, kianru said she play until tired, the games can help her to slim down leh! Then halfway shuqi called, complaining about y nv ask her go my house also haha, sorry ah sao, 4gt ask u, next time k! Haha, also played guitar hero, i challenged with TH, c who can play better in medium mode, like same same uh, haha. But we gt thrashed by hard mode. Then aft that went to kfc to eat, then i accompanied them inside the station wait for train, reached home at about 7+.

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2010-07-05T19:53:00.002+08:00

Went to sch early 2day. Met up with shuqi 1st at 9.30am, then later cerys n TH came. Met to do project lol. Aft that farhan's grp came too, then at about 10 went for BE lesson. Aft that went to north canteen to eat n continue with project. Halfway asri came. Then aft that at 12 went for eba tut. Had to present the eba project uh, dam i sibei no confidence lo, dunno wad to say sia, do wrong also, all our grps all didnt meet the tcher's expectations, oh well. I totally anyhow bomb during the presentation, sibei jialat haha. Aft that at 2pm went to lv 5 lab awhile b4 going to lv 4 lab to let the tcher grade some of us for the eba project. Lol TH waited dam long for his turn, then in the end waited until he last one to show tcher, by then almost everyone gone except for kianru astrini peirong n me. Haha totally fooling around while waiting for his turn lo, then ask kianru buy for us double cheese burger somemore, then i 4gt to pay her somemore haha thank you feipo. Then aft that was deciding wad to do, then since kianru waiting for her bf, we decided to wait with her awhile lor, so TH me astrini n kianru went to ang mo kio walk walk. Dam fun uh, keep walking around shops, tok cork, buy drinks... haha dam funny when TH say kianru work at breadtalk the breadtalk sure all close down, wtf jus thinking about it really makes me laugh until cui serious, been quite some time since i laugh until so cui haha. Then aft that at about 6+ kianru boyfren coming edi then parted with them lo, then went back with astrini. Reached home at about 7.

Yea 2moro no nid go sch! Almost like no lesson HA!

2010-07-03T23:48:00.004+08:00

Woke up at 10+ 2day, then went to jurong point to meet shuqi watch movie. Was late haha, planned to meet at 11.30 but reached at 11.45... but shuqi late also so nvm, so went to find shuqi's frens b4 going to watch eclipse. Eclipse to me was boring haha, too romantic for me =X. Then aft that went to library to do project. Cerys came at about 3+. So we did our project all the way until about 5+, halfway cerys n shuqi went to jurong point buy 2 large bottles of water n sushi n some tidbits, we finished them all except for the tidbits. Haha then during the movie earlier shuqi n me bought the combo pack mah, then they gave us some chocolates, so we also shared the chocolates too, one word uh, yum. Hmm, seems like our grp frm being half-fked now bcome quarter-fked, haha quite ok oredi. Then aft that chit-chat until about 8+, long long chat haha, then i needed to go clark quay for wedding dinner. So took mrt to clark quay then walked to novolten hotel.. By the time i reached heng they only serving 3rd meal nia, haha, my parents gt save food for me leh great! Haha my uncle kip taking food for me, kip saying eat eat eat the whole time, dam funny lol... YEA! JACQUELINE AND ME PLANNING TO GO HOKKAIDO WITH XIAO GU'S FAMILY THIS COMING DECEMBER!!!! FINALLY MY DREAM TRIP TO JAPAN HAHA!!! ANDY ALSO MAYB GOING, WOO HAPPY haha. Nicole was so fking cute the whole time haha, shes the whole source of our happy atmosphere lor lol. Aft that reached home at about 11+.

Haha at least 2day nv emo at all uh, yep happy lol, N OK I HAVE MADE A DECISION, IN ORDER TO MAKE EVERYONE AROUND ME HAPPIER, I HAVE DECIDED TO REALLY TRY TO CUT AWAY MY EMO HABIT, EVEN THOUGH I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO DO IT, ILL TRY, ILL TRY, ILL TRY!

2010-07-02T21:33:00.002+08:00

Well today im going to tell out all the true feelings im having, sad or happy.
Woke up early 2day, at about 8+, bcoz TH n asri needed a tie for their interview test... so i brought it for them. Then went to the interview test with them. Sat outside waited until about 10+ then me asri n TH went to TH house to let TH change his clothes. Went his house change liao, TH wanted to wax my hair -.-. So ok then let him wax, ok he used 3 types of wax on my hair wtf, but the hair ok la quite nice. Then went back to sch. While on the train kinda down for about 5 mins coz TH called me a trash smth, yea i heard it, kinda sinking feeling aft heard him call me that, coz i found it very humiliating and coming frm someone close to me, i cant but feel sad. Then the 2nd thing that made me down... I forgot about my appointment with michelle... N it was 12pm when we reached sch, i promised to meet her to do fm together at 11 one... so i jus rushed to sch... haiz. But then i found out that rushing to sch was a useless idea, coz anyway its too late oredi... so i told her that aft the 1pm lesson then we do together, she said ok... felt better aft that. Then went to koufu to eat. Aft that was 1pm lesson. Well this is the 3rd thing that made me down 2day oredi, stuart asri they all actually told tcher about my incident during the db training, yea its not their fault for telling, it was my fault for making such an incident happen which allowed them to mock at me, so i dun blame anyone, jus felt sad. Then aft that michelle n agnes jitao go liao, didnt get a chance to ask them they still wan to meet to do fm anot, asked hs, heng hs told me that they oredi more or less done, so i felt relieved. Then aft that went to library with hs n asri to do fm. Thnks hs for helping me with my fm, now i understand alot better. Aft that we went to lv 4 lab to meet for our own individual grps, since everyone was there. Did our project, but haiz, really, i feel so stressed whenever i look at my project, n plus i was trying so hard to concentrate, but i jus cant... Then halfway went down with kianru to buy drinks for some of our classmates, as well as to refill my water bottle. Kianru bully me, take advantage of the fact that im holding all the drinks. Aft that continued doing project... yea i admit, i really had the urge to help my grp mates, but, i dun dare to ask them -.-, idk y i dun dare, so i ended up helping other grps, but luckily asri n peirong were helping my grp members. Actually at about 5+ shld have gone home with asri n hs... but then, i jus felt that i did not do enuf for my grp members, n i jus felt that cerys n TH like angry with me, or giving me the cold shoulder, then plus aft knowing that cerys nided help with her part... i jus went back, to help them. Well cerys said she dun really have anything that needed help... n then aft that almost everyone left except for TH kianru n lauren. I stayed back to accompany TH n help his part also. Then aft that went home at about 8+. Well aft staying back with TH, i knew that he was not angry with me oredi, or mayb he wasnt angry with me at all, but then i still worried about cerys. But aft hearing frm TH that cerys also not angry with me, i felt alot alot better than i was at 5+. Reached home at 9+.

Idk, but frm this post itself, one can tell oredi how many times i can feel sad in one day itself... N i think my attitude really has some problems...I only show attitude when im anxious or nervous, because i dun wan to show my weakness, but when im upset, its actually the time when im really quiet n when one tok to me, i would jus ans shortly n quietly. Other than that, im really jus tired or i jus dun feel like toking...haiz, i wanna change my attitude, i tried, but i still cant, but im still trying... y do i kip emoing this sem?

2010-07-01T19:55:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 9.30 today, dam tired lol -.-. Lesson started at 10, so had to literally chiong to sch, but nv sweat which was a gd thing. Went to get back my laptop frm the koufu manager 1st b4 going to class... heng ah really really sibei heng my laptop not lost haha, if not really gg. Then during fm lesson we got back our fm test, FULL MARKS! Wa i also shocked haha, i gt full marks for my testtttttt. Then aft that went to mac to eat, i nv eat mac uh, not feeling well that time, stomach giving problems so ate ham mayo instead. Then aft that was eba tut n fm lecture... So sian lo haiz mf stomach kept giving me mf problems, then TH n asri kip disturbing me during the lecture... then aft that liao went to mac to help them wif their interview test
2moro. Wew finally aft going to toilet liao i felt alot better. Then aft that b4 dbms practical they all bully me -.- i wan eat sweet only then TH n asri keep dun let me eat, then kianru also bastard me lol. Then aft that during the dbms practical, well i must say, this was the 1st time all of us were so focused on our work, n we finished the work, by ourselves... haha which i think that is something worth praising and boasting about. Aft that TH me n farhan went to koufu eat then reached home at about 7.

Now its time to focus on FM project 1st, must finish part 3 by 2dayyyyyy...!!

2010-06-30T23:55:00.000+08:00

Morning woke up early then mum fetched me to sch. Reached sch at 8.30, but then mum was teaching me how to speak well in the interview test that imma have later, so teached until about 8.50 then i go to the biz block for the test, woah the way my mum speak really imba lor haha. My interview was at 9am. Then aft my interview i actually wanted to go home oredi, but then i 4gt to bring the cards to tap for the lecture later -.-... 5 cards u know, kianru TH hs and evans' cards all with me. So in the end i waited for kianru kaying n pei rong to finish their interview then aft that go lecture hall with them lo... Sian all bully me sia -.-, keep pinching me fk siol, kianru started 1st lor... walao y asri n TH nv comeeeeeee. Then aft lecture the girls sooo gd haha all agreed to accompany me to admiralty to eat, so the 8 of us (including farhan n me) went to admiralty to eat lor, lol then in the mrt the time i was telling them jokes... sick jokes lol, then while i was telling one of the aunties was staring at me lol, i think i speaked too loudly liao lor haha. So ate at kfc, then the girls waited for me as i went home to change, farhan accompanied me. Then aft change liao walao! I said nid 20 mins then only like late for 5 min nia the girls all kp me oredi -.-. Then aft that went for NE lecture at 1pm. TH came haha, he showed me some movies during the lecture lor, then aft lecture liao TH me cerys and shuqi went to koufu eat. Then aft that went to lv 5 lab do project. Then at about 5+ all of them left liao left with me n TH still doing the project. Haha TH was pissed off by some fking bastards, chill man. Then i saw wl, so asked him to help with some of my codings. Aft that went to koufu to eat at 6+ with TH. Then decided to go my house continue with the project. When reached home then realised shit! My laptop still in sch! Was thinking very hard which place did i left it at... in the end it was at koufu lol. Sorry ah best budd haha hai ni pei wo bai pao yi tang. Then aft that i helped him with his project part and disturb some ppl, wew. Then he went home at about 11+.

Lol so many more things i wanna tok about for 2day, but too long edi... sad uh haha nvm then

2010-06-29T19:55:00.002+08:00

Weird day, jus doesnt feel right... hmmm. Reached sch at 2pm... saw lauren. Thought was running late uh, so was rushing to sch... turns out the lecture start at 2.05. In the end i was sweating like dog. Then tapped card liao went to eat with lauren. Then aft that went to lvl 5 slack. Saw lauren's gf, toked cork abit. She said TH came sch 2day -.- kinda surprised uh coz he passed me his card so thought he wasnt coming. Then aft that 3pm eba project practical. Thought that TH gonna scold me or wad uh, turns out eh nth happen lol. Tired uh... Was doing project the whole time. Asri keep disturbing me -.-. Then aft lesson went home with stuart TH n hs. Felt distant frm everyone 2day, perhaps is coz my phone not with me? idk but felt weird lol. Im still not practicing for my biz comm, no mood to practice? I feel so sleepy now, n im trying to think of stuff to write here to make it longer, coz i feel like lengthening this post, idky. Weird stuff im thinking 2day lol, im so weird 2day. Everything to me feels weird 2day, mayb 2day is weird day? Idk. I feel tat me like gwgb-ing eh lol ok let's c wad i can still add on to my post... Oh yea Stuart was being a bitch 2day, keep disturbing me too, i guess its coz cerys gone uh then he emo lol. N TH also another bastard... but yea me gd brother so me not gonna kp about him. hs was also another bitch uh, ask me help him tap card 2moro... -.- i think im too bored now uh... nvm let me end here then, ciao.

2010-06-29T12:26:00.003+08:00

Sian, y cant i jus focus -.-. I wanna focus on doing the projects... but once i think of the projects then i dun feel like doing edi lol, jialat la like tat... i now still playing game somemore when at least 4 projects are due next week... omfg
-.- I NEED SOME FKING MOTIVATION.

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2010-06-28T23:16:00.002+08:00

2day woke up late! Lol... sibei sway, phone spoil, ytd slept late... then reached sch late, literally was running to sch uh, reached sch at 12. Sorry uh -.- i phone cnnt on nv early tell u guys, made u guys worry... SORRY. So for the 4 hrs of eba lesson, totally was fretting over our eba project. Zzz really sibei sian, fk the project eh, i lost y'know, like in a very big forest, kana trapped in a pithole, that kind of feeling... no food no shelter... sibei fked that kind of feeling. Then during lesson we all asked kianru they all buy waffle hotdogs for us uh, lol buy back liao eat also "bin or or", like no mood for anything. Then aft lesson liao TH n me were deciding wad to do since both also no mood do project both also no mood go home then just decided to go amk hub walk walk lo... then asked kianru along. So the 3 of us walk walk tok cork then went to subways to eat, zzz yea guess whose bill's the cheapest yo -.-. Aft eat liao went to the toilet at 4th level uh i think...wtf scary siol the toilet... dunno leh but the feeling like... -.-. Then when i flush the toilet the time i kana scared -.- the flush knn so loud n violent one. Aft that cont walking arnd... zzz kianru n TH bully siol, dam that feipo n that chicken lol =X. Aft that at about 6pm then kianru had to go find her bf then TH n me decided to go my house play wii. Haha now happy liao uh nv think of project then so ok lor since im such a gd brother dun wan c him emo alone at home when his gf go out wif her mum then we go my house play wii. Well this time was um... he was better than i thought, but idc haha. Then aft that he showed me tons of videos on bodybuilding n stuff wtf those guys their muscles cb -.- fking big lor... then he say he wanna train bcome like them... gd luck man lol. Then aft that play n slack until 11 then he went home, saw my mum bfore going back so went back home 2gether.

2010-06-25T23:08:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 10+ 2day... was supposed to meet lauren cerys n pei rong for BE project at 11am... but my right contact lens kept giving me problems so in the end could only reach at 12 lol. So wanted to start doing at 12 one... but tok cork watch trailers watch stupid funny shows until 2...with like nth done LOL. Then aft that kaying n astrini came... zz astrini laughed when she knew i was wearing contact lens... M i tat weird with my lens? haha. Then aft that went to koufu eat... Wa cerys the tom yam noodle dam nice uh, shld have bought that to eat instead haha. Then aft that pr ky n astrini gt off to go do their eba project... then lauren cerys n me cont tok cork again lol... tok all the way until 3 b4 laurens gf came... then aft that at about 3.15 went off lor. Lol lauren n py dam fast uh, then me n cerys dun wan b gooseberry so in the end both of us walked slowly to the mrt. Then aft that actually planned to put my bag 1st bfore going to bugis to meet up wif mic they all one, but then when i reached admiralty, no time liao lo... so nv put bag jitao took mrt frm admiralty all the way to bugis... was late uh, but then same time reached as hs andy n hs brother hy. Woah mic n agnes wear until so pretty uh, esp agnes haha. So the 6 of us went to tian tian huo guo eat lor haha. Had alot of fun eating uh lol, mic agnes n hs kept bullying andy, poor andy uh lol. Woo my photography skills rock man i was helping to take photos of them haha, n mic's camera dam gd to use haha. Then aft that eat all the way until about 7 then agnes had something on then mic wanted to go home liao so we parted lor. Then andy dunno wad he doing he jus went to the station also dun care him lol so then aft that me hs n hy jus walk walk around bugis junction then aft that hs n hy sudden craving for pool lol so then we decided to go tpy to play pool. Called that bastard TH along too, at 1st he dun wan go one wan stay at home watch movie then later suddenly say ok he go haha, i know he wouldnt abandon his brother one right (Y). So we played pool all the way frm 8 to 10. My eyes dam dry during halfway uh, not used to wearing lens uh. Then aft that while walking to station -.- tat TH started to kp me oredi, lol bully sia! Keep disturb me only -.- noisy lor lol, then hs n hy also nv help one... keep laughing at how TH suan wo only ZZZ. But eh he still gou yi qi uh pei wo men take train haha. So in the end reached home at 11.

2010-06-25T02:16:00.006+08:00

Cant slp... wonder y uh... now my mind is jus so bizzare... was actually very excited to go for our mini gathering with michelle agnes hs andy n evan 2moro or rather 2day... but then suddenly started thinking about alot of stuff... now alot of stuff is flowing in my head, like a huge current, flowing incessantly, filled with rage, sorrow and regret. It really gt me thinking deep... Was i ever a gd fren to begin with? I joined those grps about frenship being important, frenship this frenship that, yet me myself is not even displaying a single trait of being a gd fren. Its like how i treat yang as my younger brother, yet when he has problems with his gf, i was not the 1st to stand up for him? or rather did not even stand up for him... Like how i said that kh and wl are my best frens and best confidants. Yet, i dun even know how to console them when they are sad, i cant even recall one time when they confided in me instead. Like how i feel that TH is my older brother, but all i do is make him pissed off? I cant even recall any one time where i actually did something to really help him. Like how i said agnes n michelle are like my sisters, yet all i do is only talking a little to them in class, not showing much care and concern and eagerly waiting for a chance to meet up, though i know this is not wad they want. Like how i was as close to hs and andy like they were my brothers? Yet now i dun even know if they could b considered my close frens. Like how me n asri tok cork everyday like best budds? But yet i disappoint him so many times yet again. There are seriously alot more that i wanna mention, but i know this post has gotten way too long. Im really jus so selfish and fail as a fren... if u guys had not made the effort to maintain this r/s with me, i guess i would have been frenless by now. It jus feels so weird, that im suddenly so emo, so full of regrets, so full of sorrowness... It really jus feels so weird, that instead of babbling about family stuff and love stuff, im thinking and toking about "frens"... well true, frens make up my life, w/o frens, i guess someone like me would have really committed suicide ages ago haha.

2010-06-23T22:23:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday WL!! Aiseh 18 liao siol, can watch M18 liao leh haha! Haha ure the best dude!! Thnks for always being there to help me when i needed help uh, really appreciated it alot! Thnks for being there when i nidded to pour out my woes uh, thnks for being my fren! Alright 2day aft i woke up edi actually wanted to plan to do my project one... but lol hanzi came my house so... in the end played wii all the way until about evening time... Lol i totally thrashed him in every game we play lmao. Then aft that we went to celebrate wl's bday! Met up with those asses at cwp at about 7pm then went to swensens to eat lor haha. Dam my beef bouglash dam ex lor, cant fill my stomach somemore haha, in the end i spent over 20 bucks for my meal, wew. Then aft that tok cork awhile, then about 9.30 went home lor haha. Wanted watch movie one siol, but too late liao so too bad aww, haha great day uh, hope everyone had a great day 2day!

2010-06-23T13:22:00.002+08:00

Woah im so tired now -.- jus woke up leh lol... long day ytd haha.

Woke up at about 11am ytd, yang called me say meet at cwp at 1.30 instead of 2 so ok lor by 1.30pm i reach liao...then about 1.45 kh came, then fk 2pm then yang n yc came... -.- i waited half an hour for nth zz. So went to eat at foodcourt 1st, then aft that went to civic centre to settle some carpark coupon thing for yang's dad... lol cb we like some kids over there keep playing with the machine, sibei funny lor haha, then in the end we buy the carpark coupon liao actually wanted to go dhoby ghaut buy present for wl one but then aiya so far so went to watch movie 1st instead... watched karate kid, wa dam nice la the show haha, epic siol i like the show... EVERYBODY ITS KUNG FU FIGHTINGG~, imma go learn kung fu now (Y) haha. Then aft watch finish liao we went to buy present for wl, bought a shirt for him lo... actually wanted to buy anime cd or figurine for him one but cnnt find so oh well. Then aft that slack a while more then about 7pm i went home, shower and rest awhile b4 going to station to meet TH. Then went back to my house... played wii awhile until about 9.30 b4 his fren Raj came... HAHA i totally thrashed TH in tatsunoko vs capcom... 10 over matches he only win 1 cool man! Then aft his fren came liao we started doing our project, but seems no progress at all uh -.-. Then at about 1am Raj had to go so we accompanied him until halfway b4 going back... lol TH suggested we bring my dog down also mah, then aft that walk halfway the chain broke... omg my dog was running away frm me, i couldnt catch it sia it super fast... heng TH helped if not i dunno my dog run ware le -.-. Then aft that went back home then i cooked noodles for dinner -.- pathetic right lol this timing eat dinner. Wtf TH was ruining my msn reputation leh -.- nbbbbbbb. Then aft eat liao then we continued wif our project? which also seems no progress... like slacking n fooling around only sia -.- i cnnt understand the codes... fk sia lol. Then TH cnnt mess with my msn liao then he started messing wif my figurines... not only the figurines though ZZZZ -.- literally my whole room. Then aft that at about 5+ we decided to play wii...so played until about 6+ b4 going down to eat mac breakfast then home-sweet-home haha, then i reached home jitao *bom* on the bed snoring liao lol.

I MUST FOCUS ON THE CODING OREDI, help anyone? roflmao

2010-06-21T23:54:00.002+08:00

Long day of projects 2day... but 1stly something happened this morning which really FML man lol.

Actually woke up at 8+am 2day, then wanted to go swim one, since the weather was fking nice... lol so aft preparing everything i set off at about 8.45 then took mrt to woodlands to take bus to the swimming complex. So wasnt really sure wad bus was it but thought it was 912, so i waited at the 912 bus interchange there awhile then came a 912E bus, i tot aiya anything lor no diff one so i boarded it... then aft the 2nd stop i tot eh smth wrong leh, i thought orh wrong direction so nvm i gt off at the 2nd stop then took the actual 912. Then aft that the bus go halfway edi... then eh smth not right leh, WRONG BUS SIA! WTF by then oredi like reaching 10 liao... knn then i 11 still nid meet my grp for FM project so aiya jus got off at admiralty bus-stop then went to eat mac breakfast... thn while eating i called my cousin ask him wad bus to take to go the simming complex... turns out to b 911! cb -.-... really FML la. Then aft that went home liao pack up my stuffs then play game awhile b4 going to sch at about 11am to meet them... then was feeling weird coz near 11 liao TH still nv call or sms me... Then sms him, then turns out, i was right! He jus woke up -.-. Then in the end we 12pm then started to do project at IT block lv 5 lab. So do do do, lol like nv do sia, only wendy n astrini doing -.-. Then aft that kianru la, asri la, kaying la, farhan la all come for their project also... Lol was over there toking cork only... haha. Then at about 3+pm TH kianru kaying wendy n me went to mac n eat lor... actually wanted go cut hair one, but aiya no time so nvm. Aft that went to gym with TH and farhan at about 4. Gymmed finish at about 6. Then aft that TH n me went to my house put our stuffs then went to admiralty station wait for his fren, since his fren knows how to do flash, we thought it would b a gd idea to ask him for help for our ebapj. So waited for HALF AN HOUR b4 his fren came... walao we waited there like idiots lol. Then aft that stayed at my house do project until about 11pm... then aft that went to eat mac for dinner(/supper?) with TH... b4 bidding farewell haha.
Wa sian... lol actually planned to go out wif some asses for some of the days this wk one but gt other things on so haha sorry guys, forgive this psk k.

2010-06-18T22:29:00.003+08:00

Finally my last day of work has ended. So tired, but yet happy, coz i earned myself 200 bucks to spend next week, though i wouldnt spend all, coz im starting to save money, better late then nv right.

Can i dun c u ever again? Until i 4get u? LOL impossible -.-.
BTW yang sucks, jessica's too good for u noob haha

2010-06-17T23:40:00.002+08:00

Been working frm the start of the holidays till now, everyday frm 7am to 8pm... sometimes even till 9pm also have, dam tired... then reach home liao jus looking at the projects n codes really no will to live liao lo, heng 2moro last day of work oredi haha which means im getting my pay! Though its jus 200 bucks haha, but im happy enough. Next wk still gt so many things to do, wa sian the projects really one shot all come i really cnnt tahan uh, even hulk also cnnt lor. Also falling sick liao, walaooooo... suddenly like the whole world turning against me uh, ware are my comrades -.-. Really jus wanna slp thru the whole next wk of holiday lo...

So emo n irritating uh my post, nvm me post happy stuff now k, next wk is one of my best budds birthday. Woah haha tat means gathering, been so long since i last saw those assholes, miss them siol haha. Next wk imma meeting up with agnes n michelle. Haha so hard to ask them out uh, been asking since last holiday liao finally success! Next wk meeting one of my best budds. Though is for gym n project, but haha 1 wk nv c him liao lo. Next wk i gt money to spend liao! Yea my tough wk is gonna pay off. Next wk going malaysia for holiday, woo finally someware to take a break haha.

The pros minus the cons, still gt alot of pros lo, but serious, can i burn those motherfucking projects' asses... Zzz

2010-06-13T21:11:00.004+08:00

The 2 wk-ends are finally over, 2moro onwards is time to really earn some cash to spend =). Wonder wuzzup wif me watching world cup 2010 haha. England vs USA draw?!
South africa vs mexico draw?! South korea won 2-0?! Walan eh, all my cashless bets went wrong dude. Oh n im currently selling my rakion acc planning to sell it at least SGD$400 n abv any interested buyers pm me uh x[d]B[b]x. And im also selling maple chief dit stuff, quiting sales yo pm me too Gh0stPrinceZ. Y did John threw his clock out the window? TO SEE TIME FLY~ well i dun wanna.. i wan this 2 wks of holidays to crawl.

2010-06-11T21:04:00.003+08:00

Went early to sch 2day, but useless, coz the classroom still gt ppl having lessons, so went to eat breakfast then go back again. The whole biz comm lesson i nv listen -.-... was doing my dbms project only.. then aft lesson liao TH pangseh me go work D=. Actually aft that me asri n hs wanted to go IT fair oredi, but then farhan wan asri stay back do the dbms project... lol so in the end went to mac eat liao then went for dbms tut lor. Lol during the whole dbms tut me n asri so cork sia, all the qns all anyhow bomb only... but tcher gt giv me participation marks haha weak malay. Then aft that took mrt to city hall with asri hs and farhan. Went to Breeks to eat, the food quite nice uh, then eat n slack there awhile until about 4.30 then went to IT fair. Walk walk around all the way until about 6pm. Haha me n asri took photo wif this mascot called pala-chan roflmao cute siol. Then aft that farhan had something on so he go 1st then me asri n hs went to pizza hut eat pizza. Then went home at about 7+.

Woo holidays liao uh, haha 1st wk must work earn some money back 1st, then 2nd wk can start spending again... but now, TIME TO SLACK!!

2010-06-10T20:45:00.003+08:00

As usual 2day, 1st lesson was Financial management. Lol fooling around only, man when i play asri's phone tcher say me, whn TH play tcher nv say him -.-. Then aft that went to mac to eat. Aft that we went to one of the tut rms to slack uh... haha then we play baseball again in the rm, ok la not really baseball this time, but dodgeball instead haha... no fair siol TH n asri gang up on me D=, hs useless one siol nv help me, then worse when the girls came bcame they bully us LOL. So fun uh haha, fking funny lol. Aft that we went for eba tut, knn TH go draw hair on my leg, eye liner we know la, but leg liner?! lol, then tok cork wif the tcher also, Mdm Loh so fun uh haha, great tcher. Aft that went for fm lecture, stuart came, aww Cerys was soo happy lol. Then nv listen in lecture again haha, listen to songs with TH only. Aft that we went to south canteen slack awhile then was dbms practical. During the practical the course-coordinator came to tok to me about the track thingy uh, wa i dam pissed off wif her, she like kip trying to persuade me to go IT track even though i kip telling her that my decision is firm n final liao that i wan biz... zz she still kip say say say until i must say that ok i consider 1st then she willing to stop. Then she also toked to the rest also, sian sia kip psychoing us join IT track fk ittttttt. But other than tat we were jus over there tok cork all that only... haha i played "hei bai pei" with the girls... knn all "fan ying chi dun" one leh other then cerys all "man san pai" one, anyway i owned them pwnzor cool man! Aft that went home with asri hs farhan n the girls. Reached home at about 8pm.

Sian i gt a feeling i cnnt b in same track as TH n asri oredi siol, boringggggggg, i very scared i kana forced to IT side, -.-..

2010-06-10T00:54:00.003+08:00

Wednesday, 9th June 2010

Haiz, haiz, haiz, haiz, haiz... y is my life so bad? jus wad have i done to deserve such a thing?? Y m i soooo unlucky? Y Y Y? Who is TH?! Who is this bastard that is jus soooooo dam noisy. Wtfffffffffffff committing suicide will definitely be bcoz of this dam guy man. Hes like the curse of my life -.-. NNNNN y m i so quiet?! Wtfffffffff lol. Went out at about 5+ 2day to meet up with some friends that i jus knew not long ago uh. Met up at somerset station 1st. Wtf once met up liao one of my contact lens jitao drop out...knn then had to tahan the whole night wif one contact lens only...sibei irritating. Went to this ulu japanese restaurant to eat 1st, the food quite nice uh i ordered the tori soba, 9 bucks but ok la not filling uh haha. Omg i was the youngest among all of them uh, all so old liao haha other than the other np guy and Joanne who jus graduated, the rest all working oredi, (Y). Then aft eat finish liao went to cineplex wanted watch movie one but then bo karate kid so in the end went to old town drink coffee chit chat uh... chatted all the way till 11.30pm b4 rushing to board the last train i guess? Haha, but then i quite quiet uh while toking to them, all the other 5 like so noisy uh haha i only tok abit nia... Catch no balls uh, the things they tok about... me too "jing di zhi wa" oredi haha.

2010-06-07T23:49:00.000+08:00

Wonder this is the number wad time i woke up late oredi uh. Didnt go for 1st lesson... met up with TH at about 11.45am at station b4 going for eba proj tut. Aft that had eba test... did badly uh, but then won 2 dollars yo thnk you ah kaying =). Then aft that went to eat at koufu then went to tpy with TH to play pool. SOOO fun uh but i gt thrashed, haha but nvm la at least i learnt some things. Then they gt tournament uh so we only could play until 5.30pm. Then we decided to go eat, didnt know wad to eat so aft a while we decided to eat at kfc -.- woah his meal dam cheap uh my meal dam ex lor. Aft that we went back to the pool area, watched those tournament ppl play, strong siol! But i think TH can win them uh. Lol saw quite a few weird ppl uh, there was this guy who wore panties-like underwear...wtf? at least wan wear this kind of shit dun show it to others la, jeans wear until so low, lol once he bend can c liao -.- fking funny haha. Then there was this bunch of ppl... omg they play pool while carrying their bags?! hey cmon la singapore safe place y'know or are they trying to train their back muscles?! lmao. Then at about 7+ TH and me continued playing pool until about 9+, n yea i continued being thrashed by him lmao so cool man! Didnt know wad got over me but was laughing quite intensely near the end...-.-. Aft that we went to buy bubble tea n bread then sat down lax awhile... then TH saw his frens, so they talk talk talk then about 10.30 then go home. I spent way too much 2day... sad uh lauren no money buy present for u liao sowee, wew guess holidays would b hibernation for me uh, cnnt " Dee ming tian yao yi hao liao leh" oredi haha.

2010-06-06T13:12:00.003+08:00

Bored bored bored bored bored uh. Still gt tons of things nid to do, frm biz comm to eba project, somemore still gt test 2moro, but im not even doing any of them yet... still trying hard to help TH think of a feature for his part... Still trying hard to 4get my emoness ytd... Still trying hard not to touch my wii... Still trying hard to save money, wad a joke haha " Dee ming tian yi hao liao leh". Boring uh. Hey! Hey guys! Wanna test your hokkien skill? Try reading this!

Singalella why become rich

Koo char ooo chee-ay char bor kio Singalella. She got two sisters, but the stepmarder and the sister all damn kuai lan, so she quite chiar lat oso. Last time Singalella got own maid, but now she become the amah leh. Every day must cook lah, clean lah, simeek sai mah pao kah liao lor. If her sister say liak kar chuak she liak. If her marder say chiak kow sai she must chiak kow sai y'knor? Tak jit cho kah tau heen. CPF oso cannot smell.

But then ah, the kay piak eh ah pek got one son call Ah Ming got party so he say,"oeh, long chong keah." Singalella very happy because she never go party one but then ah her marder say, "You where can, this one only your sister got standard."

Then Singalella must cho sui for her sister and marder, tap pai how. That night she only can wave bye bye and then she go back to the kitchen and cook Maggi mee. Her neighbour came over and ask, "Eh, an chua boh kee yio?". So Singalella say, "I wan, but they say cannot, so boh pian." She never expect but the neighbour say, "Aiyah, go lah, I give you money."

So Singalella pang sai, brush teef and chang chui, after that look very different, quickly change and run to opposite, already 11 o clock leh. At the party Ah Ming also quite tired because the char bor all not happening. Dance floor even got one ah pek dancing.

Just when Ah Ming told himself,"aiyah see pay chiar lat" Singalella came in. Ah Ming straight away lau nuar. "Wah lau eh, see pay heng ah, chee kor buay pai." Ah Ming say to Singalella, "eh, sui eh, wah ai kah lee cho fliend!". Singalella say OK but Ah Ming was like octopus, forever touch here and there. But then just it was 12 o clock and one ah pek die on the dance floor. He become ghost and tell Singalella all the good 4D number.

So after that Singalella quickly go and buy 4D, and then tiok y'knor, eearrr chee pak ban, so she pay back the kay piak eh lau kay poh and then kah kee cho seng leek. Simeek kuan eh seng leek wah mana eh chai.

GAUGE YOUR COMMAND OF HOKKIEN...

1.Can understand the story and pronounce Hokkien correctly - Hokkien a-sai

2.Can understand half story and/or cannot pronounce Hokkien properly - chiar lat

3.Don't understand story and/or catch no ball - leow leow, mai ka lang kong you is Hokkien

4.Don't understand rating - kee see lah, wah mana eh chai leow.

Long siol~ but my command of hokkien ichiban yo!

2010-06-05T20:07:00.004+08:00

The feeling you get when the ppl you are close with hurts u... but im still holding on, like i promised.

2010-06-04T22:07:00.004+08:00

Woke up at 8am 2day. Went to khatib to meet asri 1st at about 9.15am then aft that went to my house put his guitar hero stuff, thnk you asri for lending me yr guitar hero, ur the best! haha. Then aft that went to sch for 1st lesson at 10am which was biz com. Aft biz comm went to lv 3 meeting room for dbms make-up tut, woo so shiok haha meeting room leh, the chairs n environment dam gd haha. Then gt back my dbms test, did poorly uh, shit myself man -.-, careless 5 marks. Gotta start paying attention liao uh, my biz comm also did poorly... i still wan go biz track wif my best budds sia, if biz comm die = i die -.-. Aft that went to lv 5 tut rm for the normal dbms tut. Finished lesson at 2pm. Then a total of 12 of us, 6 guys 6 girls, decided to go my house. So we went to admiralty to eat kfc 1st, JUST NICE, heng my kfc there gt 12 seats jus nice for all of us haha, jus had to squeeze a little. It was raining dam heavy uh, so i went back home get 5 other umbrellas 1st bfore going down to fetch them, kaying apparently had something on so she went off aft eating. So the 11 of us went to my house, so fun uh haha we were playing n laughing like a bunch of mad fkers, i think my neighbours all think my house gt fire or smth uh, dam noisy lol. Played guitar hero which asri owned, boxing which i must say hs vs stuart was dam epic haha, bowling which i owned =D, table tennis which TH owned, archery which my team consisting of cerys n wendy won and wakeboarding. Then at about 6pm all of them went home except for hs lauren n peiying. Then we jus played guitar hero and watched abit of tv for a while lor, aiseh peiying guessed all my scores for the guitar hero right siol, dam tyco haha. Then aft that they went home at about 8pm. Fun day uh hope that everyone enjoyed haha COOL MAN!

I guess i more or less decided on my FM grp liao lor, aft thinking for a while i decided to join grp 2. Sorry asri, next sem k next sem.

2010-06-03T20:08:00.003+08:00

Woke up late 2day, at about 9.40am when TH called me telling me that he also jus wake up...i was feeling so fked man lol, quickly rushed to sch...on my way to station i forgot bring my hp...then nid go all the way back home to get my hp b4 rushing to sch again... was literally sweating like dog when reached the class. Heng attendance still counted lol. So 1st lesson was financial management at 10am, lol god really loves to make sport of ppl uh haha, he made me felt fked up for the 1st 6 weeks bcoz i was in a fked-up grp, then now suddenly give me the privilege to choose my grp O.O. As one of my grp members gt transfered oredi, theres apparently only 3 of us left, so tcher allow us to split n join the other grps. But now i also confused uh, coz i dunno which grp to join, but i know its either grp 2 or 4 uh, bcoz my 2 best budds are in those grps! Sian if only they were in the same grp, then i dun even nid to hesitate liao haha. Then 2day i was the target uh, i kip getting disturbed! Haha but i was also having fun uh, coz i got to disturb some ppl also! Ok back to track, Then aft that had a break so went to koufu to eat. Aft that was eba tut n fm lecture. B4 eba tut we were slacking at one of the tutorial rms, n we played baseball! haha so fun uh, we used a crushed paper as the ball n stuarts' badminton rackets as the bat. We were so noisy, even the next door tcher came to complain haha! Then during fm lecture i actually managed to slp! Best feeling = slping in lecture hall soundly while blasting music in my earphones, cool man! Aft that we had another break so went to engineering block to eat n slack awhile, then aft that waited outside the lab for awhile, TH stuart n lauren was bullying me, make until both my thighs so red, OI PROTECTORS ASRI N HS WARE R U???!!! Then aft that was dbms practical, haha was toking cork n fooling around... I think i did too much for the projects oredi uh, almost like one-man show, like all credit to me uh, sorry if i offended anyone bcoz of my selfishness. 2day can only b described with one word, FUN haha. If only we can always b this childish, if only we can always b this free(opps) haha. Then aft that went home with lauren TH and asri.

2010-06-02T17:24:00.002+08:00

Dam sian 2day... u know how to spell sian? S-I-A-N...ttm man...haiz... ok2 stop the crap. Had biz comm at 8am in the morning...didnt wan to go one, asshole TH go call me at 7am to wake me up...aiya since ppl so kind giv me morning call, then ok lor go lor. Met up with TH b4 going for lesson. Then aft lesson oredi i went back home to put my stuff and bring my gym stuff to sch. While going home the time saw germ, ate breakfast with her. Aft that reached back sch at about 11.30am. Went to look for those bastards and bitches at biz block canteen. Talk cock for awhile then went to lecture hall at 1pm for ne lecture... slack during the lecture, then aft that went to tpy with TH to gym... so we walk walk walk ok reach the gym oredi...GYM CLOSED...WTF? FKING CB WE COME ALL THE WAY TO TPY GIVE THEM 4 BUCKS FOR FREE THEY ALSO DUN WAN?! Ok lor then nvm this one only "disfigurement"(inside joke) nia haven really reach climax yet, so we decided to go bishan gym. Then k reach bishan liao went to eat chicken rice 1st( dam nice the chicken rice) then aft that we walk all the way to the gym area, under the fking hot sun, for 15 mins... finally reach edi, saw the notice..."GYM CLOSED"...cool man!? Seriously at that moment, the feeling can seriously be described as a "CATASTROPHIE" k, so guys guess u have learnt 2 new words 2day uh, this is a perfect example for these 2 words man and also a perfect reason y i hate YOG. But ok la 1 gd thing is we managed to get a tad darker, FML.

2010-06-01T22:29:00.002+08:00

WTF i had 2 nightmares last night, idk y but i can recall every single thing that happened in my dreams last night, sibei scary, the feeling still there somemore.

In my 1st dream, I dreamt that TH was my big brother, then he was quarrelling with my parents bcoz he wanted to marry teresa, then aft that suddenly bcome at the wedding hall there, then TH and his gf gt married...weird part was that they had to offer tea to the elders there, then suddenly bcome me n "one girl"(cant tell uh) offer tea to TH and his gf, then aft that all my sec sch classmates suddenly over there, shouting and cheering, then when i turn to look at "her", WTF SHE SUDDENLY BCOME step*****! (PS i dun wan to hurt the girl lol), I WAS FKING SCARED, OF ALL GIRLS, Y HER WTF! no off -.-. Then i jitao woke up...aft that i slp again i had another nightmare wtf...

The 2nd one i dreamt that i was in a carpark with my dad, then aft that my dad gt off the van to unload his goods, then i suddenly go over to the driver's seat, then suddenly dunno wad happen the van move by itself, i was shouting like fk, heng my dad came in to stop the brake on time jus bfore the van was about to hit the wall... BUT WTF THE WALL SUDDENLY DISAPPEAR then my dad stop the brake liao he went off again THEN THE VAN MOVE AGAIN... i quickly open the door then try to get out but no use oredi drop down, then i hold on the handle then really i could feel the *smash* feeling when the van hit the ground, wtf the feeling was like all the blood flowing to my head, then aft that i slowly lost consciousness....FKING SCARING...heng i woke up right aft that...then i dun dare slp oredi...fking tired now...but i dun dare slp coz i dun wanna have same nightmares as last night ZZZZZZ.

2010-05-31T22:08:00.003+08:00

Woke up at 8am 2day, studied BE while going to sch to meet asri. Met up with asri, went to koufu to eat at 9am. So tired uh, last night slept at 3am uh. Then TH came at about 9.50. Aft that about 10am we went to find angkong at shopping arcade b4 going for BE test. Lol we were all totally cheating during the BE test, dam cock lor... haha. Aft that we had our project meeting for a while to make sure we know how to present during the eba project tutorial. Lol we were the last grp to present, so sian...but i not tensed at all for this presentation haha, was slacking and talking all the way until our turn. I think we presented very well uh, gt a feeling that tcher liked our grp more then the others, SHE WAS SMILING ALL THE WAY LEH! Haha of course la, with me such a gd entertainer who wouldnt laugh right anot =). And i was really happy when teacher said that the part cerys did on was great, coz this shows that my effort wasnt wasted =). Then aft that was eba practical, TH and me went to koufu to eat during the practical uh, ate for about 45 mins, so exaggerating haha, TH's gf gt talent in voice-acting lor, dam scary haha she can mimick how stitch tok! Then eba gt project, 10% sia, same grp as project module, haiz...i ldr again, dam sian, jus the thought of TH using "ldr" to make me do things i dun wanna do and having martin in the team again pisses me off lol. Then aft sch TH hs and me went to yishun buy 1 game 1st b4 going to my house to play my wii. Played all the way frm 5pm to 9pm. Dam funny lor haha, i was laughing all the way.. epic gameplay haha. I cooked noodles n hotdogs for them siol, my cooking skills ichiban yo, cool man haha im such a gd brother LOL. Then accompanied them to station b4 going home.

2010-05-29T23:46:00.002+08:00

So sian, whole day been doing my ebapj project. Not really whole day though, started at 3pm, all the way until now, still doing...sigh. So many problems now, compiling is similar to redo-ing the whole thing lor seriously lol. Until now only finish my part and TH part only, 2moro then gao dim shuqi and cerys part. Martin nv even send me his file, we also dun care him liao -.-. Sian then yang kip pestering me watch prince of persia so ok lor decided to make time on monday to accompany him and some frens go watch, no money liao still spending like king uh me haha. Then expo now gt the anime fair sia, actually planned to go with germ to check out my one piece stuff one but our time slots all clashed, too bad, next time then. 2day wanted to go asri's house get his guitar hero one also no time go, sohai, fk projects man, if projects were killable, imma definitely take out my weapons and burn those bitches asses jajaja.

2010-05-28T23:49:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 8+ 2day, TH smsed me say he too tired so dun wan gym edi, then i jus slacked all the way till about 1pm, then decided to do project at my house with TH. Then TH reached admiralty at about 3.30pm. Went to eat lunch 1st b4 going my house do project. Woah, finally haha this is the 1st time aft we known each other for 7 months that he actually come my area sia! Then aft that we webcammed with cerys to show my rm lol. Aft that we did project, slack, play around... lol he kip pestering me to let him play my wii, then went to eat kfc for dinner, went to shop and save buy some stuff go back cont with project. In the end at about 10.30pm aft we finished everything liao then decided to play wii awhile lor, played until sweat like dog haha but fun yo! Then accompanied him to station at about 11.15pm then go home. 1st time man i reach home b4 him LOL.

2010-05-27T22:29:00.003+08:00

Woke up late 2day! Lol woke up at 9.30am when lesson at 10am, cool man. So rushed to sch lor, reached at about 10.05, met up with TH b4 going for lesson. Aft that had 2 hrs break, so aft eating at biz block went to one of the it block tutorial rms to slack lor. Then aft that 2pm was financial management test... hey! This is the 1st test in my entire life of poa, accounting module and this module that i am able to balance the balance sheet, COOL MAN! Haha was quite happy uh though dunno whether correct anot... Then aft that had another break b4 having dbms practical. Lol was talking cock with tcher uh, wonder wuzzup with me, WUZZZUPPPPPPPP. Then aft dbms practical liao i accompanied TH to the atrium b4 parting with him to go accompany asri do project. They finished at about 9pm, went home aft that.

2010-05-26T20:48:00.002+08:00

Retarded day 2day, really xia suay myself. Morning decided not to bring biz comm bk to sch coz felt that my bag was too heavy, then reached for 1st lesson at 8.10am. Put bag edi jitao go out of class to shit...halfway saw TH going to class, he told me buy bread for him. Then aft i shit liao go find asri then go buy bread for TH. Then when i smsed TH come out to eat his bread the time, he told me say he cnnt coz he nv bring bk then tcher dulan with him... jus say go toilet also cnnt meh -.-. Then in the end i also dulan then i jus eat the bread liao then go back class. Go back liao tcher asked me y i so late i also dunno how ans -.-, then nv bring bk kana scolded, sibei xia suay lor. Was angry with TH for a while, coz bread is he ask me buy one, then he shld b more responsible mah, buy for him liao still wan me bring in the bread to the class... sure kana triple scolding frm tcher. Then aft that was biz environment lecture, so sian, heng gt stuart phone to play a while lor, if not sure bored to death haha. Then aft that was china and NE lectures, not paying attention, instead was fooling around only... Went to eat at koufu with TH farhan and kianru aft sch b4 we parted and TH and me went to tpy to gym. Gymmed until about 5+ then went to eat, went home at about 6+.

2010-05-25T21:00:00.002+08:00

Went to sch at 10am 2day to meet up do project...TH sms me said he leg too pain cnnt go, then cerys late. So met up with shuqi 1st at station. Then went to mac to buy shuqis breakfast b4 going to koufu to eat. Stayed at koufu to do project with cerys and shuqi all the way until 1pm b4 going for our lecture. Then aft that lecture haven start mah thn we all wait outside, then TH call me say he coming. Lol he was sweating like dog when he come haha, and can c his leg really very pain lol. Sian now must choose whether wan go IT or biz track liao leh... i really dunno which track to choose, i joined DBI for Biz actually but my IT better now uh, i think now my odds for going biz against IT is like 7:3 haha, the boost is bcoz my 2 best budd in my class also going biz track and plus "someone" also going biz track...=). Then aft the 2 lectures wanted to go home at 3pm one, but aiya later decided jus go for the lesson lo. Dam pek chek lol, coz i cnt get any code and website good and going, then i ask tcher she also explain in a way that i dun understand... boring na. Then aft sch liao went home with asri TH and his gf lo.

2010-05-24T22:03:00.003+08:00

Met up with asri b4 going to sch 2day. 1st lesson was biz environment. Aft that went to biz block to eat. Sibei sian now TH spreading rumour about me and michelle, we are jus gddd frennnsssss lol. Then aft that had eba project tut. Our grp asked alot of qns regarding our project uh... i scared we kana pinalised for asking too many qns and relying too much on tcher haha. Siannnnn, i think i fail as a leader na... so sad lol. Then aft that was eba practical. Discuss about our project, fool around and didnt do practical again, sigh. So in the end TH swap task with cerys so now our task allocation bcome:
Jivon - customisation and designer
TH - product catalog
Cerys - Login, membership and promotion
Shuqi - shopping cart and payment page
Martin - Home, Abt us, Contact us and search engine
Tcher say we lack of features uh, but i think really alot liao lor lol. Then TH and me decided tat we share, meaning both of us do the tasks 2gether. Aft sch went to eat at koufu. Lauren go find gf liao, then asri and stuart nv eat then wait a while only then pangseh me liao... farhan eat finish edi then jitao go gym, left with TH me and hs. Aft eat finish liao hs go home taking another bus, ps me again D=. Then heng TH no ps me haha best budd indeed yo, went to wait for his gf together. Aft that parted at station then i went home lor.

I have no knowledge on visual basics sia, i dunno how to do... feel so sian, can someone help me lol i willing to even pay to learn how use vb efficiently and getting at least B+ for this project... hopefully can get B+ for this project =X

2010-05-23T21:27:00.002+08:00

I M SO LAZY... frm friday night all the way until now i have been telling myself " i must do my project, i must do my project!" But in the end LOL nv even do at all. But at least gt go fren house learn some stuff frm him uh... lols slack and slack and slack. Sian lor 2moro morning my cousin going play bball but i gt to go sch so cant play with them...fkkkkkkkkkkkkkk ittttttt, lastly, i hate biz environment tutorials.

2010-05-22T15:10:00.002+08:00

I finally realised, everything, n i mean everything, really is jus my fault. Its my dam characteristics and fears and anxiety and paranoia shit that make it seem so pessimistic. I wanna change... but how?! lol...sometimes i really jus hm man...Everyone is already so gd to me, but i keep taking it for granted, i didnt realise this until i actually read some of my past conversations in msn, and aft getting into a huge quarrel with my parents. I have so many great ppl around me but yet i still dun appreciate it haiz. I didnt mean to show a black face, i didnt mean to show arrogance, i didnt mean to show attitude, i didnt mean to b so emo, i didnt mean to be so quiet... Someone tell me wad to do plz before i lose some really important ppl in my life. (>.<)

2010-05-19T20:39:00.000+08:00

Reached sch at 8am. Lesson boring as usual, so was watching hitman reborn all the way until lesson ended at 10. TH didnt come, then he asked me to help him take attendance for his lectures for the day. Then aft that was biz environment lecture, aft take attendance for TH liao i went to eat then aft that me stuart and lauren tok cork outside the lecture hall all the way until lesson ended. Dam boring 2day haha, no asri and TH, somemore worse during last lecture only gt me lauren and hansheng... heng gt the girls around lor, if not sure veri sian. Then aft sch ended liao went to TH house. Then aft that went to eat then went to gym. Aft that went to tpy library to study awhile then ate dinner liao then went home, reached home at about 7.30pm.

2010-05-18T19:26:00.003+08:00

Had all the usual lessons 2day, and plus BE make-up tut at 12pm. During lecture dam sian, so listen to songs and play games lor, then in the end me and asri kana asked question by tcher, so paiseh haha. Then no dbms lecture 2day so means gt 1 free break, went to koufu eat, ate japanese spicy ramen, dam nice lor haha...i even helped farhan eat his share lol. Then aft that had eba proj practical, this time gt do, but do until left with abit more only then stop liao haha. Then aft that actually is go home one, but farhan wanted to go amk buy his tights, so i accompanied him lo. In the end nv buy -.-, then go kfc eat again! shit this man, everytime go out also eat kfc... i pok liao la. Somemore i pay leh coz he no change, he owe me money man! Then aft that went home.

2010-05-17T19:40:00.003+08:00

Dam tired 2day... slept so late last night, woke up so early 2day. Took mrt to novena at about 8am 2day...dam packed lor, kana sandwiched until sibei jialat. Then frm novena took shuttle bus to kk hospital. Didnt know appointment was 10.15 sia -.- i tot 9am....heng the dentist allow me early go in haha. Then aft finishing appointment rushed to sch lo... late for my class, reached at 10.15am. Aft that was rushing thru the proposal, didnt listen in class at all. Then went to biz block to eat yong tau fu, then aft that during eba project tut the time heng tcher still give grace time until 2pm for us to hand up the proposal, so we continued to chiong then heng in the end by 1.30pm we handed up. Aft that was eba practical... didnt do at all sia, slacking only lols. Aft that home-sweet-home lo... my teeth very pain now, haiz....feeling sick and tired woo, shiok ah lols.

2010-05-16T11:59:00.000+08:00

Long day... woke up at about 10am. Dad bought breakfast/lunch for me. Went to tpy gym with TH aft eating at about 1pm. Gymmed until about 3.30pm. Then aft that b4 going back the time we found out that i left my student card at the tpy gym, went back with TH to get my card back. Bought 4 breads, 1 for TH and 3 for me, at breadtalk to eat for tea-break. Then parted with TH at bishan since he needed to work. Aft that went home took a quick shower then yang came my house borrow my jeans. Aft that he keep complaining my jeans too baggy for him, then in the end went to his house to change aft meeting kh at cwp. Then went to plaza sing, reached at about 7pm. Shopped awhile then decided to watch 8.50pm robin hood movie. So still gt time mah then continued to shop a while more then eat at food-court b4 going into the cinema. Sat at 3rd row frm the screen, neck dam suan lor, plus aftnoon the workout made my back really uncomfortable and aching. Nice show, 2hrs and 15mins show... worth the money! Then found out that i had 5 missed calls from asri and TH! Lol. Seems that martin didnt hand in his work to cerys uh haiz. Dunno y asri called me, but nv ans when i call back, oh well. Then went back admiralty, parted with kh and yang then bought a double cheese burger then slowly walk home lo, reached at about 12mn. Dammmmm, still gt BE hmwk haven do, then still must do the B.2 appendix for eba project, shagg liao la.... TIRED!

2010-05-14T20:39:00.003+08:00

Today had biz comm test... didn't know it was 30% leh! knn i nv study at all...die liao lol. Then aft that went to koufu to eat. Then went to 5th lvl to slack awhile coz class haven start. Then while i playing asri hp the time farhan go take my slipper away then they play soccer with my shoe! Walaooooo lol, then aft that i safeguard my slipper all the way liao lol. Then during dbms tut tcher nv check hmwk siaaaaa, i do for waddddddd. Aft that TH me cerys n shuqi went to koufu eat n discuss project. Nv discuss much leh, was fooling and laughing around only haha. Then TH say he sick dun wan gym edi, then in the end went home lor. So boring, so so so so so so boring....im sooooo bored nowwwwwwwwwww, someone entertain me plz.

2010-05-12T20:32:00.003+08:00

Unlucky day 2day, sibei suay lo. Today as usual classes started at 8am and ended at 1pm, supposed to b 2pm end one but lecture cancelled. During the lecture farhan go use my acc to anyhow add frens and tok to girls, zzz im so dead fk it. Then went to library slack a while, then went to amk kfc with TH cerys shuqi and wendy. Lols the girls said that taking bus is faster, but i doubt so lor, still must walk so long haha, like not much diff from taking mrt leh. Then ate buddy meal with TH, zzz been eating alot of fast food these few days. Aft that me and TH parted with the girls and went to tpy gym. Wtf lor, the amount needed to pay to enter the gym was 4 dollars, but i only have 10 bucks, TH also no have short change, then the cashier there also no change, then ask me go swimming pool there change smaller notes then go back give her. Then the simming complex staff also no have change then they let me in to the simming complex to go the convenience stall to change, but b4 i even wanted to talk the ah ma at the convenience stall there jitao say "bo bo bo" (no in hokkien) then ask me buy stuff then can giv me change, so in the end i bought a $1.80 fishermen lor. Then aft gym liao went to tpy mrt there meet up with TH's gf, then the 3 of us went to ion orchard buy shoe for TH. I felt so awkward, like i playing gooseberry lols, but heng TH and his gf "break the ice" constantly for me haha. Then aft that went to wisma to eat. I bought the "zha cai fan", knn TEN BUCKS LEH, for jus a plate of fried rice with fish, prawns and veggie. Like the rice gt gold like tat -.-, eat oredi so heart pain. Aft that parted with TH and his gf at braddell then went home.

2010-05-10T22:36:00.002+08:00

Happy Belated Mother's Day to all mothers!
Bought a necklace and a pair of earrings for my mum
I love you mum even though i dun really show it lols
Thnks for taking care of me for hmm...17 over years i guess
Have fun everyone with your mothers
Fruitful weekend, though kana ps-ed by someone

Ok, today was the day where we had to present our project idea for our project module. Was super tensed up this morning, found out that farhan's group had 70 over slides, and the other 2 groups had at least 20 slides while my group only had a pathetic 13 slides, 13 somemore, sibei unauspicious, somemore i ldr. Met up with TH at station, nearly late for lesson lol. But in the end our presentation was alright, i thought i would b tongue-tied during the presentation but i speaked so fluently( no off, and to me) during the presentation that i really wanna compliment myself lol. I felt that even though our grp 13 slides, we nv really lose out to the rest of the groups haha, n im relieved to feel that way, and thnks to my group members who made me feel better and relaxed before the presentation. Aft that had a very short break, before eba practical began. Saw wl in the practical rm i was in. Did the practical halfway only then nv do oredi, was slacking again...man if only i was a tad more hardworking -.-. Then aft that went to eat with TH at koufu then went home.

2010-05-07T22:39:00.002+08:00

Skipped the 1st lesson 2day. Lol reached sch at about 12.15pm, went to mac to find those asses. Today angkong birthday LOL, cfm kana smash cake one, u can run but u cant hide. Then aft dbms lesson at 2pm our class go 4th level to celebrate angkongs birthday. Celebration without eating the cake haha, Aft the cake smashing the 4th lvl all kana the chocolate cake lor, even the toilet...like shit like tat haha. Then aft that all go library do project. Finished grp discussion at about 4pm. Went to koufu to eat then aft that at about 5pm went to tpy gym with TH. gymed for 2+ hrs then aft that go his house slack a while coz he wanna shower, meeting gf later mahh lols. Woah he showed me alot of the stuff that his gf gave him, soo many letters LOL. Now i also know y he always late when i meet him -.-. Jus tidying his hair takes about half an hour, wtf. Then aft that went to eat chicken chop rice for dinner then reached home at about 10pm. Still gt quite alot of things to do for project uh, mon presentation liao, dunno ready anot =X.

2010-05-05T23:00:00.001+08:00

Woke up at 7am 2day...dam tired, didnt wan to go sch one, but kana forced by mother haiz. 1st lesson was biz comm...wad do u get when u have TH and farhan sitting beside you? Terrible annoyance lol. Then aft that was biz environment lecture...skipped the 1st half to eat. Then aft that during break TH and me went to find our eba project tcher to inform her of our change of idea. At least this time better, we know how to counter every question tcher throw at us haha, so yea aft that went to lecture hall slack n wait for next lesson. Then was China shit lecture and NE lecture...totally wasnt paying attention. Then aft that went to koufu eat liao then TH me shuqi and cerys do project, discussed everything finished at about 3.30pm. Then slacked with TH awhile since he was still waiting for his gf. Then wait until about 5 liao then he say he go braddell wait for her instead so i went home aft that...had a short nap then aft that at about 7.30pm met up with wl, kh and yang to eat dinner. Then aft that about 9+ yang's dad fetched me home. Woo i have reformatted my fujitsu laptop to windows 7 liao. So sian, gt to re-download alot of things... msn, microsoft office, adobe, bittorrent and all that shit. Dun feel like going to sch 2moro but cnnt lehhhhh my attendance is already so fked -.-...yawnnnn.

2010-05-04T20:29:00.003+08:00

Woke up at 11.15am 2day thnks to TH's call again. Had a series of dreams, but all were nightmares. TH rushed me to meet him at yck station at 12pm... was real rush lor -.-. Then went to koufu eat, queue dam long lor, knn NYP shld make more canteens instead of fking fountains with their money. 1st lesson was eba lecture, could understand the notes but not the lecture. Then was dbms lecture, couldnt understand as usual. After that was eba proj practical. TH and me do halfway only then go out slack edi...went to buy waffles and wedges to eat, slack a while then went back jus nice lesson end. Then went to gym, then aft that went back home at about 7+. Man i hate it when jokes that are meant for certain ppl gets out of hand...sucks man. Yea i admit im a selfish guy and i only really share my jokes with ppl i trust.

2010-05-03T23:46:00.002+08:00

Guess what? Quite alot of things happened these few days. Fri was the emo day, but aft watching a midnight movie iron man 2, im back to myself again. Had a new haircut, really short one...looks weird, but i like =). Cousin relationship gt problem again, but all i can say is take it easy man. The protein that TH ordered for me arrived also oredi, paid 70 over bucks for it, ex siol, n the protein tasteless somemore, but since its for my own good, i have no complains =). Gymed for 2 over hours with TH... Made my parents angry again, quiting dragonboat...yea i know im a fking quiter. Having some problems with our project module, teacher said our group was the worst of the pack, this is what you get for slacking too much dude. So many things happened, gd, bad, im used to it. Gotta really focus on the project module...if not sure die.

2010-04-29T21:42:00.003+08:00

Sick 2day...woke up with slight fever and sore throat...to make it worse, i gt sore eyes -.-. Then about 11am then wake up...didnt go for 10am lesson lol. Went to sch at about 12pm. Found out that TH also nv go in the morning. Went to find the rest 1st since it was break time. Was sweating like dog -.-. Then they eat only, i nv eat...too hot liao cant get to eat. So aft that about 12.45 lesson haven began, so i asked hs to accompany me go cheers buy something eat. Then TH called me, met up with him at atrium. Didnt get to eat coz wait for him oredi like reaching 1 liao. Then was eba tutorial and financial management lecture. I could understand eba, but financial was fooling around =X. Then aft eba tut still gt time mah, so i went to eat with asri hs and angkong. Then aft that break again, then followed by dbms practical. Finished the practical in 1hr, shiok ah haha. Then went to ang mo kio to eat and walk walk with TH asri and hs. And there it is, TH bullying me again -.-. I sorethroat oredi still eat kfc sia wtf, 2moro dunno can go sch anot also lol. After that about 7+ asked dad come come fetch me then its home-sweet-home =).

2010-04-28T22:40:00.002+08:00

2day woke up at 7am bcoz TH called me. Mum fetched me to sch but still late by about 5 mins. biz comm lesson was boring, didnt understand at all, wouldnt try to anyway. Was jus playing my laptop and listening to songs. I think tcher quite pissed with me lor haha i late oredi then aft that go toilet so long then aft that still accompany asri and lauren go toilet again, Somemore not listening to his lesson =X. Aft that was biz environment lecture, also nv listened, play a fool only. Then aft that was 2 bloody general studies lecture, not listening also, was watching jennifer's body. Though i watched it b4, it wouldnt hurt to watch again right? And who would actually get tired of watching Megan Fox? Then went to gym with stuart TH and farhan, did like 45min workout then zhao liao. Went to my ah ma house aft that, eat lunch edi then tok cork with my cousins for 2 dam hours wtf -.-. Been quite a while since i last saw them oredi haha.

2010-04-27T23:28:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 11am 2day. Then planned to meet TH and asri at yck mrt. Met up with TH, asri and stuart at about 1pm at station, apparently we were nearly late for lecture. During the lecture i was just fooling around, listen to music, then when the eba lecturer asked questions, she asked me to ans sia, i totally stunned lol. Then aft that was eba project practical. Sat with TH, fooling around again, but i still gt do my work la, in the end i help TH do his practical then he help me play my galactico lol. Then about 5pm tcher released us, then TH, farhan, andy and me went to mac to slack awhile. Haha farhan thought the nyp tv showing ninja turtle wtf, it was shaman king lor ffs -.-, but man when TH and me said "Ninja turtle your head la, SHAMAN KING LA " together like so cool sia, synchronisation 100% LOL. Farhan step strong only 6pm gt dragon boat training he still go buy food eat, in the end also nv finish -.-. Then about 6pm we bid andy gdbye and the 3 of us went for the 1st db training. So many ppl, all like so fit sia, only a few fatties. The training was ok, it was seriously like last time ncc training, but alot worse. I could actually tahan for the whole training, i was surprised myself too. Did a very foolish thing during the training, dun feel like toking about it but now become the laughingstock of TH and farhan. Hope they dun tell the rest lo but if they tell i also dun care la not 1st time anyway oredi. Reached home at about 10+.

2010-04-23T22:41:00.005+08:00

2day as promised, i really tried to be more active. Being happy constantly is tiring, but ill keep trying. And i really feel that 2day is alot different frm yesterday, at least im happier 2day, frm the bottom of my heart. Morning met up with asri earlier to do biz comm hmwk. 8.44am, thnks to TH's sms i woke up...if not i sure overslept, but i did overslept...actually wanted to meet up with asri at 9am...but i woke up at 8.44am lol. Then about 9.30am then reach sch. Met up with asri at mac, then hs also came. Then aft that went for biz comm frm 10am to 12pm. Totally wasnt paying attention. Was playing galactico football with asri and stuart, lol. Fun sia galactico, kana addicted oredi. Then aft sch oredi go get class list and cd with lauren and farhan then met up with TH bcoz he skip class as he was tired. Ate at mac with lauren, farhan, TH, martin and hs. Then lauren's gf came. Then aft that tok cork abit then parted. TH, me and martin went to meet up wif cerys and shuqi do project, Wendy also there. Then aft that all leave oredi left with me and TH at library, wanted to do the eba pair work project one, but in the end play galactico only haha. Then aft that go tpy gym with TH, saw cherrisa in the mrt. Then we gym for 2hrs leh, so hardworking haha! Then aft that go eat kfc then walk walk abit then mum come fetch me home at about 8.30pm. Been a long time since i had so much fun with TH again haha, brings back memories lo.

P.S to my cousin - dun sad na, we'll always be there for u yo yang!

2010-04-22T20:19:00.009+08:00

bad day, dunno y but i feel tired, sad, fked, angry, left out and betrayed 2day, all caused by me myself and i. y fked and sad? coz my group for financial management is fked, tcher assign me with a fren whom i dunno when he can be free, and worse, some fking indian whom i dun even know. Heng gt hs in the grp but i still feel fked and sad. Y tired? bcoz i slept super late last night and woke up super early 2day. Y angry? coz i dun wanna force myself to be less lazy to be happier to make my frens happier. Y betrayed and left out? Not really betrayed... jus tat, i feel tat i drifted apart frm certain frens, n its caused by me again. idk wad im doing... im gonna try to be more happy frm now on, ill be more active now on, i promise.

2010-04-20T20:16:00.004+08:00

Even though 2day 1pm then start lesson, i was nearly late! heng i run to the lecture hall lor if not cfm late liao...cnnt afford to lose attendance bcoz of this kind of fked up thing. Lecture was boring, and i was hungry, so hs accompany me go eat during the lecture lol. Then after that the 2nd lecture was DBMS, boring also...but i need concentrate, this module like hard sia lol. Then aft tat was eba project practical. But also nv do much lo, like fool around only. Then actually 5pm can go oredi, but our mentor wan c us for the results thingy, then in the end stay until 6! walan eh! dam tired lor...i felt soooo fked lol. Dun even feel like toking -.-, jus sit there hear my frens tok only, but funny sia haha stuart and martin, so fking funny 2day. Our mentor then gave each of us a badge, as a reward and encouragement for us doing well last sem, thnks ms ho. Then go eat with TH then aft that go home...the train...packed...sooo sian...n i nid to tahan again for this coming thurs T.T...

2010-04-19T22:38:00.003+08:00

Aww school finally re-opens oredi, and i was late for the first day! Not exactly late lol, since i actually planned to meet asri and the rest to buy books. End up asri and hs buying for us haha. Ok first lesson was biz Environment. Boring, boring, and boring. The air-con so cold, and im so fking sleepy... then she assigned us to 4 groups of 4 and 1 group of 3 for our ica2 which is quite long frm now. Used the draw lots method, initially planned to b same group as TH one, but aww tcher draw lots and i kana with pei rong, cerys and lauren. Quite gd la haha at least gt lauren pei wo. Farhan sibei sway, tio 3 ppl group, but i like ^^. The rest still ok also la, but TH, HAHA!! He dam sad lo kana ppl he dun wan one =X. Then aft tat 2nd lesson was eba project module. The tcher dam sian, so strict somemore, and worst, shes our eba and eba proj tcher, yawnnnnnnn. At least she allow us to choose our own grp for eba proj, then class decided to mix so in the end i with TH, martin, cerys and shu qi. Then aft that is 2 hrs of eba practical, 1st wk oredi kana project work to do, suay. Then usual lor since 2 ppl grp then i wif TH again, then like the whole practical nv really do anything leh, jus fooling around lol. shu qi ki siao bcoz of the dam book thingy go hit my hand, sooo pain lor. Then aft tat go home, WOOO RAIN SIA, BEST TIME TO SLEEP so in the end slp until now =).

2010-04-15T22:53:00.005+08:00

A few more days and sch's gonna re-open. Mixed feelings? lol. I wonder how i'll fare in this sem...gd? bad? M i still able to enjoy myself like last sem? So many things going thru my mind right now, n plus im currently sick...hope can recover before sch re-open. I have no idea what to type now, just really hope year 2 goes my way =.

MAJOR AND ONE PIECE FTW!!(must watch!! YEAAAAA)

2010-04-04T12:21:00.003+08:00

Nothing much during these few holidays. Either is go play bball, go run, go cwp walk walk, go help dad, or else is just stay at home read book, watch anime, play my games, sleep and if i got too bored, i would daydream ^-^. So boring, but no money to go out at all haha, been spending alot the past few weeks so now is hibernation period lol. Must wait until school start then can get my allowance, cant wait. Idk y but i find Miley Cyrus dam hot now lo. But she still cannot compare to Emma Wattson and Megan Fox la. Then I also like Jennifer Love Hewitt aft starting to watch ghost whisperer, she so chio lo haha. Boring holidays has turn me into despo freak OMG.

2010-03-29T16:18:00.003+08:00

Sometimes its really better if you just dun care, it makes life alot easier, alot happier and alot better. But it seems jus so hard to not care. If i could, i really would just put every goddamn things behind and live life myself for the next 3 wks of holidays...doing wadever i want, without anyone or anything stopping me or hindering me, how cool.

2010-03-25T23:57:00.003+08:00

Went out with TH and cherrisa today. Met up with TH at Braddell station at 2.30pm 1st, 2 wks no meet liao 1st thing he do is tease me again, thx ah bro -.-. Then went to plaza sing at Dhoby Ghaut. Walk around and checked the movies there...actually wanted to watch Ju On one but then haven come out. The poster there put 25 march come out but the counter say 1st april then out, so crap zzz. Aftering eating lunch there liao then meet up with cherrisa at starbucks at about 4pm. We then walked to the Grand Cathay there, finally decided to watch Love in Rome movie at 5.15pm. Ok this is abit random but in the cinema...cherrisa keep talking about how suddenly someone will sit beside us or behind us or wadever, well she really has a very imaginative mind eh lol. The movie was very funny haha, recommend it if you like comedy + romance (Y). After that we then go meet up with cherrisa's friends to eat dinner at botak jones. Well, i can say that her friends are...abit too enthu liao la haha, make me feel abit uncomfortable lol. After that then we went to taka coz cherrisa wanted to meet TH's mum and TH wanted to go find his friends. Crapped around for a while more, and then my parents came to fetch me, and TH tagged along...it was kinda a long goodbye, considering cherrisa's gonna miss her er zi haha. Then dropped off TH at his braddell and home sweet home. Long day, but fulfilling hehe.

2010-03-23T09:32:00.002+08:00

Got back my results oredi! Dam happy with my results, cause i initially thought i would only get like 2.7 for my GPA or smth...but it turned out so well...i really didnt expect it!
Networking - B+
Econs - B+
OOPJV - A
OOPPJ - B+
Jap - DIST
Law - C+
Stats - A
So average up with my previous sem results, i got 3.444 for my GPA, COOL! Good luck to my friends who also got back their results. Now, I really cant do anything but open my mouth wide wide in disbelief...lol

2010-03-18T20:18:00.002+08:00

Couldnt really slp last night...so ended up slping at 6am. I was practically waking up every 2 hour interval -.- couldnt take it anymore so woke up aft the 4th interval, which was 2pm. Dam cant even let me slp longer, wtf is wrong with my body man -.-. Dunno y but i very emo 2day...i was totally like staring at the screen of my fujitsu laptop while listening to an unending list of songs. Totally no mood to do anything or go anyware, fk it. Finally ended this emo spree at about 5+ as i went to my grandma's house for dinner. Heard frm lauren that next sem onwards gonna have P.E oredi. Guess going to sch wouldnt b just about constant grinding on books and comps anymore hurray lol. I think i gotta start working on my physical fitness lol, i have been totally slacking since last wk aft i played bball...if not i wouldnt really enjoy my P.E haha. And got to buy a sports shoe i guess... but now no money =X. Guess thats all... time to emo again D=.

2010-03-17T21:25:00.003+08:00

JY and his fren came over to my house to do project 2day at about 12pm. Apparently JY's comp gt reformatted and currently do not have powerpoint installed and his fren doesnt have powerpoint, so they came over to use mine to do their work. They finished everything at about 3+...see how gd i am?? I let them use my comp for 3 dam hours HAHA. Then met Germ at 6pm at cwp...been quite some time since i last met up with her, she has grown alot matured haha. Ate at banquet and then watched Green Zone. Green Zone was quite ok...i didnt really catch their storyline but the effects were gd. While watching the show i actually dropped the whole popcorn on the floor -.-...so suay...wasted money leh lol. Then chatted abit more b4 going home. She actually bought a gift for me haha, it was a one piece chain necklace. Cool man, thnks alot Germ! Feeling kinda sad now though...2 days ago TH told me that he missed cherrisa and asked me whether i wanted to go out with her so i agreed, then he asked me to ask her when is she free so yup i smsed her, but its been 2 days now and she haven replied me yet D=, its like i got stood up or smth, doesnt feel good...but oh well i guess it will go off aft a couple or more days...*Proceed to EOC*

2010-03-15T20:35:00.002+08:00

2day i met up with wl, kh and the 2 yks at cwp, haha its been a while since i went out with them liao lol. We ate at cwp b4 deciding wad to do. So aft eating, cyk suggested wanna watch movie...but all dun wan so sua lo then bowling at safra is also out coz no lanes available...cycling at ecp was our main outing reason but raining so oh well. So in the end decided to go tpy to play pool. Played for about 3 hours of pool, man its been like a few months since i last touched pool oredi haha but my skills still maintained siol! Good for me haha. cyk n kh took like more than 1 hour for 1 round...dam sian and long lo -.- can camp there oredi lol. lyk was the overall champion for all of the rounds, and although i wasnt 1st, neither was i in the last, so also ok la haha. Aft playing oredi then we went to forks and spoons to eat...the food there not nice plus expensive leh...the chicken rice $3.50 yet only a few pieces of chicken, cnnt fill my fking stomach lo -.-. Then it was home-sweet-home. Haha it was fun, thks guys for filling up 1 dam day of my boring holidays LOL.

2010-03-14T16:48:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 9.15 2day...had a fking weird dream lo...nightmare i guess haha. Went to meet yang at cwp at about 10, actually he wan me go sembawang CC wif him to find his gf one., so went go eat 1st. Eat halfway liao then found out his gf finish her ballet at SCC liao then coming cwp wif her mum n sis...so cnnt meet her haha sad for him. Then so planned to meet ken n yang's fren sebastian for movie at 1pm one...so frm 11 to 1 we shop shop, play arcade then aft that fk ken nv come... then i ask kh come then he also last min cnnt come...fkers la they bleh but in the end yang manage to jio his gf over to watch wif us...fking weird lo...sitting wif them...she awkward he awkward i also awkward lol. Then aft watching Alice in Wonderland they wanted to come my house one...but aiya not convenient so nvm lo. Then aft parting wif them liao i went home, jac n my uncle went to my house lol. And there she goes again wif her obsession over korean bands and all that haha i jus sat there one ear in one ear out LOL. Anyway im really happy n proud of yang lo haha he actually managed to get a gf so fast...ENVY HIM SIOL!!

2010-03-10T21:00:00.000+08:00

Went to play basketball at Toa Payoh with TH, farhan, lauren and his gf, Pei Ying. Reached Toa Payoh station at about 2.45pm, met up wif lauren PY and farhan at TPY hub 1st, as usual TH is late..always meet wif him sure i wait for him one -.-. So we went to forks and spoons to eat 1st while waiting for him...Then after that went to TPY CC to play bball...no ppl siol haha gd lor, whole court ours! Play and play and play...dam im so weak...my bball skills definately sucks to the max, but who cares haha. Play all the way until 6+, then wanted to go eat...PY suggested to go buy ingredients at a near NTUC then go TH house cook spagetti, haha i dunno edible anot lo...lol but i oredi asked my father come fetch me liao....he working halfway then i ask me come fetch me bcoz i lazy take mrt home...bo bian cnnt b so selfish wad haha so in the end went to KFC eat AGAIN. But anyway also not i eat haha i accompany them only. The queue was long i guess...then farhan say "oyapeiyasom" who lose to queue for them...I KNOW THEY SURE PA-KA OREDI LOR suckers. But heng my dad came to my rescue haha he reach liao. So i zhao liao lor. Then went wif my dad to work then buy mac to eat haha then went home and...fk man i really dunno y but i suddenly gt urge to play pokemon...after i found out that the new game pokemon soulsilver come out liao i cant wait to try it haha...ONCE IT COMES OUT ON 14TH MARCH MAN...i sure ask my cousin lend me his r4 to download the game to play one...YEA!

2010-03-09T23:45:00.000+08:00

I actually tried wearing contact lens today haha. Went out to one of the optical shop near my house to buy the contact lens. Had my eyes checked too, found out that the degree of my right eye increased again...now its 175 for left, 300 for right...dam. Took like nearly 1 hour for me to actually get used to putting and taking out the contact lens, dam tiring for my eyes haha. The sales person gave me a sample to wear for the day and i bought the disposable lens for $112. Then went home to take off my lens to rest my eyes. Then TH msn me ask me go out...haha i also bored anyway so i agreed...then met him at braddell station. Tried calling the rest of those bastards along but none were free...oh well. So we went to Dhoby Ghaut to eat KFC, then walk to orchard walk walk...cool man taka now got some kind of mini anime festival of some sort, they selling those anime stuff, but it did not really interest me...coz no one piece =). Then at about 6+ TH eye too pain liao...haiz weak sia he wear contact lens wear until pain HAHA. Then ok lor go home let him rest...then i went to Bishan wait for my dad, then go work with him all the way until about 9+...then go back home rest liao. Thats all i guess, Ciao!

2010-01-08T02:40:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time since i last blogged. Approximately 2 months. Dunno what's the reason but i suddenly got the urge to blog now haha. These 2 months has been...hmm...different. Alot of things actually happened in these 2 months. It will be a very very long story if I were to talk about it and u know im not the long-winded type so..i'll just cut short. To put it shortly, these 2 months were great. Our class has become very united. The girls now talk more too. Im also now very close to friends whom i thought i would never be close with, but also yet drifted further from friends that i expected i would be closer to. I have also totally given up on her, and wouldnt think about her anymore, which makes me feel alot better now. My friends all say that im a emo freak. Truth is im not. Its just that when im walking or eating or doing anything that don't require me to talk, i would jus show a very ridiculously emo/angry/weird face which even my parents can't tolerate. But when u actually talk to me or when i actually talk, the expression would be totally different. I also do show emo faces when im lack of things to talk, or when i don't know what's going on. Anyway i have decided to kick this habit. And my first step would be to cut off "-.-" in all my conversations. Im also training basketball now lol, i like basketball =). Haha oh and to my friends out there who are waiting for their 'O' level results, good luck guys gotta have confidence in yourself =). And man im so stressed now...5 projects in a row man! And the best part? i haven started on 2 of the projects, do wrongly on the other 2 projects... and only one project is moving smoothly lol. But this aint gonna bring me down, imma do my best and finish these devils up =).

2009-11-06T20:47:00.002+08:00

Boo-yeah 3rd wk of sem 2 has officially ended! Haiz dunno why but i starting to revert back to my past-self le... now I didnt finish almost half of the tutorials that i have to do this week, lols nvm I must persevere! Then I gave my japanese and java tutors a good impression yet again! Gambateh yo jivon! My interest for japanese and java is still growing just as im typing! Alright sat and sun I went to wl house, sat went his house revise a while in the afternoon then night play dota at his house with him and 4-5 others until 10pm. Sun morning went to ChinaTown pray with parents and also see fortune-teller then went to wl house do fun challenge for the java lol. Then wednesday stayed back with lauren, tehui, yusheng and han sheng do project. Stuart, andy and lauren's gf come quay shio only haha. Now our team become the complicated team le, haha after decided on doing one thing...eh another problem arises then cnnt must do another method, then decided the other method le eh cnnt gt another problem must try other method lols but in the end still can la. Then thursday and friday went gym again with them then 2moro mayb going out, probably the 10 of us if han sheng can lo lols.Then today me and evan went to print some notes but failed, so nvm then evan went bishan shopping while my mum come fetch me go dentist. After finishing my usual dental appointment, found out that cfm late for law tutorial...haiz then nvm lor miss this tutorial lor rather go eat and slack awhile before going back than chionging with empty stomach roflmao. KK now is dota time with my friends le BYE!

2009-10-30T23:46:00.003+08:00

Finally its the end of week 2 of new semester liao, time passes so fast but i dunno why i wish it would pass faster O.O. Been having fun lately, given a very good impression on my java and japanese teacher wahaha. Then also gt discuss project with my group on wed. Finished our project proposal within 3 hours, great! I love my team, all very quick, decisive, and co-orperative =D. Then monday went to wl home slack and do java hmwk, lmao i feel that my java getting better and better liao thx ah wl! Then today, special day! Today is kh(my ol'fren) and mum birthday! Today after school went to gym with farhan tehui stuart and andy. I thought it would be quite easy, but turn out, wow im so "fit" lmao. I do one of the exercise there a few sets edi tired liao but when they do, '20kg','50kg', wtf man and they still can tahan, strong la they =D. But i first time only, still long road la, then now every monday wednesday and friday will go gym with them lor haha. Then after that dad and my cousins came to pick me up to kallang to celebrate mum's birthday at karaoke! Total of 15 of us go only, but good enough liao la =DD.
Went there eat buffet and sing for 4 hours. We chose so many types of songs, from chinese to cantonese to english to hokkien to thai. Had alot of fun there but very tired because of workout then sing until throat also hoarse liao lmao. Looking forward to next week jap and java lesson! BYE

2009-10-22T22:36:00.002+08:00

Yep the first week of the new semester is about to end. Met almost all my new teachers liao and i feel that all the teachers are great! I hope that i will do well for this semester and of course also hope that all my friends can also do well for this semester but not as good as me la xD. Today was unlucky! I wore a kinda new shoe to school today and because i was wearing ankle socks, the back of the shoe and my leg keep on rubbing against each other then in the end gt blister. Then when i was opening the door, i accidentally cut myself -.-. But other than that today was great =D, the lessons were all understandable. I feel that the class getting closer and closer already which is very good =D.

2009-10-16T06:18:00.004+08:00

Yesterday morning woke up at 6am, prepared awhile then met wl at the bus-stop below his block at 8.15am. Took bus to causeway point, then took mrt to NYP. Went to theatre of the arts to buy books, managed to get 4 out of 6 of the books, while wl only gt 1 out of his 7 books lmao. Then ben came n met up with us, he gt 2 bks which is even better than the pathetic wl =D. After getting the books we went to koufu to eat, though only wl ate -.-. Ben was fasting...for i-dunno-what-reason, and i ate my breakfast already. While we were chatting, i felt that ben resembles one of wl's friend...the chem pro. Haha i also dunno why but the way they talk i find it alike. After that we went home. Then about 2pm i went over to wl's house for fun i assume. Then at about 5pm we found out that kh parents went malaysia again and wouldnt be back until sunday. Yea u know what im thinking of...lets just go fool around at his house then. So after he said ok, i went over first because wl is such a slowpoke lol. Since kh n I have not eaten our dinner yet, we went to 883 to eat. AFter that at about 8pm wl came. Then we started to think about what to do. So after fooling around awhile we decided to play monopoly. Wahaha i won in the end i got assets worth more than 50k yet both of them added up to less than half of mine =D, losers - nah jk. After that we had a 3v3 match in dota, our team consisting wl kh n me while the other team consisted of cyk,yc and hanzi. 1st round - we lost, badly. 2nd round - we won, wonderfully. It was fun, but cyk was pissing all of us off once again -.-. After that we then watched a funny horror movie trailer, details of it wouldnt be given but if u wan just google it - the-horribly-slow-murderer-with-an-incredibly-inefficient-weapon. After that it was back to thinking of what to do...then after a long time(to me lol) we decided to go down for a walk. While walking, we found out that a cat was following us. This cat was very persistent and kept following us all the way to the peak of the carpark, then all the way to 883, and then all the way to the petrol station nearby...but was chased away by a security guard ( poor kitten D=). The security guard dam fucked up lor he kept staring at us like we criminals like tat...cb i seriously felt like hitting his fat ass till all the fats fly out man -.-. After walking liao we then decided to go back and play scrabble, and audition..seriously man playing audition when u feel half-asleep is no joke, i cant even play well -.-. After all of that it was already near 7am...n all of us were like dead zombies...all lying down, falling asleep. Then about 7.30 or so,"ding-dong!", mac delivery. Time for breakfast then after breakfast pack up and time to have a good nap at home!