Wednesday, December 28, 2011
This is life. People grow, people learn, people change, just to adapt to their environment. There can be good and bad changes. There can be unsuccessful and successful changes. Sometimes I just get so tired trying so hard to change so much, and end up just hating the person I have become. But yet there are times when I am just grateful I have changed, so that I dont get hurt, so that I get what I want. I dont know, I really dont know what I want. I dont seem to be a friend to anyone. Its tiring, I tried so many things, just to be happier, but sometimes, the more I try, the more hurt I get. Friends, crushes, family, ambitions, myself. I cant seem to find a goal in any of them.
//BlueBlacKzJC struck at
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